~'behold flying rice'~

If you are the author?

2011-11-25T07:10:00.000-08:00

"Miss, can I photocopy the book that you want us to buy?", I asked.

"What you think if you're the author?".

That's a very good question.

If I were the author, I'll definitely be angry if I see my book was being photocopied. I would go forward and ask them, "why did you do that?". Well, that's not a question, it doesn't need an answer. As there's no reason to break the law, the copy right issue.

If I were the author, I... Wait, I'm not the author!

Haih, books are so expensive. I'm not complaining, but confusing. WHY MUST WE BUY???

To buy or not to buy,

alright, I've no other choice.

BUY LOH!!!!!!

You will get what you paid for.

My effort is not rubbish!

2011-11-10T04:42:00.000-08:00

I've done something for you, please don't take it as rubbish.

Since you guys don't appreciate it, I would never put my effort on you all.

That's my post today.

Appreciate what people have just done for you.

It's my last stage before leaving.

2011-11-01T06:29:00.000-07:00

Going to start my degree in one week time. My feeling? Er... excited? Nervous? Well I don't know. Mixed feeling maybe.

New begin and new hopes.

First thing I want to do before next week, I would like to thank myself, for not giving up. I'm so glad that I still can stand with it. I hope it's the same for the next 3 years.

Secondly, an appreciation for my course mate. For this past 2.5 years, we study together, rushing for assignments, cheating during tests XP, and so many things that we've been through. Oh yea, so happy that we're going to "enjoy" degree together again. Not regretting for choosing you guys as my gang. Actually, you guys chose me. ^^

Oh ya! My beloved life-time-friends, why gathering become lesser and lesser? Haha~ it's time for us to share our moments in our college/university life!

Finally, I wish my Degree life will be a smooth and successful path in my life. This is one important path! Wish me luck!

Why Am I Still Holding That?

2011-05-01T08:01:00.000-07:00

For the past years, I was so happy, friends and family are good to me! And I thought I can release myself, won't take myself so heavy. But I was wrong, it happen to me again, and I was not able to ignore it. I'm still care about it!

I really think I could do that, really! But the truth is I CAN'T!

I'm still holding for so many years, I'm really tired. Why cant I help myself? Just forget about it. I used years of time to forget it, but failed.

Nobody can help, the only way is me to help myself.

Please, I really don't hope it will happen again.

p/s: Please, let me go! ='(

Second last.

2011-04-10T07:05:00.001-07:00

I'll start my second last semester of my diploma level tomorrow. It's really so near to finish this diploma, however, I'm not going to stop and satisfy with this. Of course I'm going to continue on my degree.

Time passes so fast, I can't believe it's already 2 years since I start my tertiary studies. Look back, I'm really satisfied with what I've done. I hope the 2 more semester will not disappoint me. ^^

Wow, I'm so exciting about tomorrow, because I'm going to have a long long queue for registration. pity my legs, so I'm going to have a good rest to take the queue challenge. =.=''

p/s: Currently addicted to a Disney animated series called "Phineas and Ferb". I'm watching it now on Youtube!

World; Country; Home

2011-04-06T06:14:00.000-07:00

How much do you know about your world, your country and your home?

The world,

is sick already. SARS infection over the world; AH1N1 virus; Libya's internal war; Japan's earthquake and tsunami and so on. What can really be done by human? Does a man power high enough to over come all these problems?

My country, Malaysia,

is going to have election soon. Well, no comment for this section. I'm not from any political party and I'm still underage for this.

My home,

is good! I have found out my sister is going to graduate from her degree level with another 2 semesters more. Wow, I'm going to finish my diploma level after 2 semesters as well.

I have one thing here which is purely for sharing with you guys, my house have rat! Trying catch him/her, I hope the rat will never appear in my house anymore, please!

This post is just for sharing. ^^ Thanks reading such a boring post.

p/s: I don't even know the reason I write this post.

Sausage McMuffin with Egg

2011-04-04T20:45:00.000-07:00

That's my breakfast today with Wesley.

Hm... Yummy but seriously, not enough. HAHA!

Well, I'm so boring, I've nothing to do so i decided to tell everyone about my breakfast today.

p/s: Result is going to out soon, hopefully it satisfies me.

Untitled

2011-04-02T07:56:00.000-07:00

I almost forgot I have a blog here. HAHA!

Time passes so fast and it's already half year (almost) I didn't update my blog. So now I'm here to revive it!

I know I've lost many of my blog viewer or follower!~ Sorry guys, I'm so lazy to update until I've forgotten this link! Finally I got it back now. XD

Well, I can't say that nothing happen to me in the past half year. My life still on, college, eat, sleep, and so on. However, I did change my way of thinking recently, a lot! I think more before I start doing anything.

Okay, let's talk about others.

Another 6+ months, I will graduate from my Di

ploma level! So after that I'll straight away start my degree year two; I wanna minimum my time for my tertiary study.

Alright, fine~ End about college stuff.

Oh ya! I just got back form my trip at Cherating Beach, Kuantan. It's actually a nice place for people to relax and to escape from the city world. But the bad thing during the trip is, the sea waves were too big, people are not advised (should I say not allow?) to swim on the sea. So we were just playing at the beach side, and stay far away from the waves. Tsunami?! Please~ if there are tsunami then I wouldn't be blogging right now.

Sea turtle! We went to the conservation center (I think so).

I have to end here, forgive me people, I've never been blogging for 6+months, 180+days, 4320+hours, 259200 minutes, 15552000 seconds! Wow, big number huh?!

ps: I'm seriously cannot think any title for this post.

Money did everything.

2010-11-02T20:24:00.000-07:00

Well, I really think money can buy everything in this world.

"Money cannot buy happy?"
Don't tell me you're sad because you have money.

"Money cannot buy relationship?"
You're wrong! Money can!
Because of money, friends can be enemy.
Because of money, Lover can be stranger.
Trust me, because I saw the true cases.

Hey everyone,
just remember,
what we need the first, is the fulfill of our heart.
Enjoy the love then only the money.

Take care~

Fear

2010-10-24T03:09:00.000-07:00

I'm currently facing my biggest problem since my diploma course started.

I'm in the examination week now,
and waiting for the last two papers which the troubles are.

It is the same lecturer for this two subjects, and this is the worst part.
The way of lecturing is really "beh tahan".

And now the finals come, I worried about that very much.

Well, maybe you guys would say, "go find books in library or just study yourself."
I knew this way and this way didn't work on me.

My way of study is 90% during the class.
That means I can't skip any classes because this will bring me some troubles.

However, I've no choice.
I have to carry all on my own, as I'm actually a "library" to my friends.

I hope everything will be fine!

Wish me luck!

I hate you, Miss Haslina!

No angry.

2010-10-15T08:20:00.000-07:00

Well, that's what I told me myself nowadays.

Some one told me,

"Angry, is punishing yourself just because of others fault."

So true.

When someone is doing wrong things to you, why you have to angry? It's not your fault!

Haha! And that's the way to make myself better whenever I'm on fire.

Just to share this here with you guys as I think this is really useful and true!

Enjoy your life, my friends!

I don't understand.

2010-09-07T06:38:00.000-07:00

I really don't understand.
I never expect a 3 days trip with friends will be this hard.

Just ignore me kay?
As long as I'm safe, I'll be back.
No drugs no smoke no gangsterism.
No sex no kiss.

I'm seriously not a kid anymore.
I've listened to you all the time,
so why don't you set me free for 3 days?

I hope there will be a good news for me later.
0% will happen.

Bye~

Today is not my day.

2010-09-01T07:20:00.000-07:00

I tried to study all, and yes, I studied all.
I tried to understand all, and yes, I understood all.
But I couldn't get a single mark for my test today.

Since last two year, I told myself, I can't take it anymore, so I must do better.

Anyway,

I just do not know what's going wrong today, or should I say everyday?

I seldom get any action supports from my friends.
I knew the reason and I understood.
But I'm just a human, not clown.

I need someone to talk with me.
I need to express my feeling, either sad or happy.
But I'm so clear about that, this seldom happen.

I knew my friends are just kidding sometimes.
Well, they always do.
But just too much.

Fish will die just because too much of food.
It's the same case here.

I just hope that,
me, for you guys is not a tool of expressing yourself.
I'll be very happy if you don't.

I'm just too looking forward to my new lifestyle.

Speak at your own risk.

2010-06-17T09:14:00.000-07:00

If you said that you're going to do something.
But at the end, you did nothing.
Then why you still wan to say it with no action.

Just a very common example,
Mummy and daddy promise their children that they are going to bring him to the fun fair, but at the end, the child can only cry in the house.
Why the parents want to promise something that they couldn't do?

Just imagine,
your friends tell you that,
"Next week go movie! This time must go!"
Okay. But what's next?
You'll receive a call or sms a day before the movie day,
"I couldn't make it, I used up my money."

So, what's the point?

I really cannot understand people speak without thinking the effect, no matter effect on others or him/herself.

In Cantonese, "放飞机", or "fong fei kei".

Try to keep your promises.

If you cannot make sure you ok or not? Just say "not sure".
At least others will not angry for your last minute call.

PLEASE~ As a 21st century people, please be civilized!

Make troubles to others can be trouble for yourself.

Brotherhood

2010-06-06T05:15:00.000-07:00

Few years ago, I'm still in secondary school. During that time, friendship is the most important thing to me.
I started to care about people around me.

Maybe it's because of my family background. I have two elder sisters, and I don't have brothers. I always jealous of those who has brother.

So, I always treat my friends out there (especially close buddies) as my brother.
I know it's lame but it's true.

However,

Everyone have their own life!
Recently,
I feel that, they are getting further from me.
I'm not sad,
but
helpless.

有人相识满天下，无奈知己有几何？

A Tiring Friday

2010-05-21T01:09:00.000-07:00

What a tiring day. A day full of classes.

Can you imagine the how tired are you if you study from 10.30am until 10.00pm with 2 breaks time. Total the break time is 3 hours.

OMG!

Doubled Geology classes Today! DAMN! 10.30am - 12.30pm, and 8.oopm - 10.00pm.

I HATE GEOLOGY~!

Kay, it's time for me to end here. Blogging during class? AHAHHAAH!

Thomas Cup 2010

2010-05-14T07:13:00.000-07:00

Malaysia Thomus Cup national team has just lost their ticket to the final.
Hm... Of course it was upset.

Anyway, that's the truth and we have to face and accept it.

Just wanted to tell Malaysia team here,
"No matter what, Malaysian will always support Malaysia! Forget about the past, and now, move forward to the next Thomus Cup and Olympic next two years! MALAYSIA BOLEH!"

After the semifinal match, I can conclude that, China is going to grab both cups!

I just can't let myself like this!

2010-05-05T03:18:00.000-07:00

OMG~ I found that I become lazier and lazier. =.=''

Although there's a test on this Saturday, I don't even touch the notes yet!

WHY?

Hm... answer is lazy... LOL~

Haih... I've really no mood to study~ ARGH~

Short post today, because I'm lazy.... XD

I hate short semester.

2010-05-04T04:01:00.001-07:00

I really do.
Everything have to rush.
Have to times my speed by 2.

Assignments and quiz/tests in a short time. OMG~

HOW TO STUDY GEOLOGY?

I need a A for this... PLEASE~~~~

Mostly is because of the lecturer, she don't want keywords only, but explain the key words with geology knowledge. DAMN LA~

Haih... Luckily, the other subjects are still in my control.

I really hope I can handle the geology test which held on this Saturday! Wish me luck!

Endah Parade

2010-04-20T03:04:00.000-07:00

Went to Endah Parade (Carrefour, Sri Petaling) this morning with Jia Hao, because he wanted to but something.
Hm... what should I say? This place was so dead... Seriously.

Car park was so empty. You can choose the place as you like. =.=''

Shops? OMG~ really sucks wei~ all were those what massage center or whatever. Make the place feel so ''geli''~

However, the ground floor was still acceptable. Shops were clean and ok.

Endah Parade is soon to be a ''one floor only'' shopping complex.. HAHAHA!

MacDonalds, always has a lot of customers. =.=''

Do I have a chance?

2010-04-17T04:24:00.000-07:00

My interest for all the time. Music. Yeah, as you know.
I'm not very classical but, I'm not very contemporary. HAHA! Means I like both of them! =)

Well, what do I mean with my title? Chance? What chance? I'm so in love of a group which different things come together. In other words, a group which joining music by harmonizing it.

CHOIR! Yes! different singing parts together! I love the feel when the choir parts singing together. Very harmonize! *but seriously, never heard a good choir singing since long time ago.* I need a chance to hear a good choir singing, live!~

A CAPELLA! Oh my god! Almost the same with choir, but the only difference is, NO music instrument! Wow, including backing voices, beatboxing and solo vocal. Always check out new acapella group and songs in youtube. HAHAHAA! I wish for a chance to have my own a Capella group!

BAND! Argh! Me and my friends are TRYING to form our own band. But we faced a lot of problems. No budget, no practice place, not enough member, no music instruments and .... .... So until now, we never meet together to play a song. =.='' I ask for a chance to form our band successful! Last but not least,

ORCHESTRA! Hm... no comment for this, because I know that, I won't have a chance to join any. As I learn piano only! Haih.... Maybe in the future, I will get myself a saxophone! Or a clarinet? HAHaHA! Cello was my favourite in string family. Very greedy. =.=''

WoOooo~ It's time to wake up!

It Is A Challenge From God

2010-03-20T08:17:00.000-07:00

God, will give us many challenges, always.
Some people, just cannot take it, and just give it up.

Everything in this world is given challenges.
Yes! Included human relationships.

Two years ago, I was too innocent and immature, extreme and negative thinking.

Well, it's all over. I knew that I've already done it.

Unexpectedly, the friend problems are coming to me now. I really don't understand what I've done and what I suppose to do!

Just because of refuses? Oh... no...
Although we're still not adult yet, but I think that we can solve this.
And I really don't understand with the use of this word to describe the feeling or even the friendship, "disdain".
I was so disappointed on this word. My heart was broken...
Seriously, why should use this word, why not others?

I really think that it is a challenge from Up there, challenge for us. No giving up please, my friend.

However, I don't really understand your feeling now. It just kills my heart.
I know there is a U-turn, but I don't know how soon we can see it. Very soon, perhaps.

Long time no see

2010-03-12T07:44:00.000-08:00

Hello, long time no see la! =)

Sorry guys,
because of my laziness and business,
I think I've not updated my blog for quite a long time.
Forgive ya~

Nothing special happened to me actually.
I'm just the normally Feh Fan still.

The only change is,
I'm updating my blog,
thing that I've not done for long time.

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Currently practice hard for my piano exam pieces. FYI, I'm taking grade 8 piano practical exam in this coming August. Damn stress wei~ )=
I must get a distinction for it! MUST!

Still in exam period, one more paper left which is at next Tuesday.
It's actually not an easy paper, all about mechanics of engineering,
but I think it's ok for me as lecturer gave lots of tips for this! Wee~

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Went back to Saujana this morning for the Sports day. Well, the one reason that I got there, is to watch the cheer leading competition. Nothing else actually. HAHA!

Hm... there are guys in every cheer leading team. Yes, boys are included in every team.

I think it's enough for today.
I know it's boring without picture.
But that's my style, less picture at my blog.
AHAHHA~

I'm back with fire!

2010-01-26T05:53:00.000-08:00

Hey... sorry guys, I'm here to clean my spider webs. Haha... Currently busy about my studies and some stupid jobs.

Well, like what the title said, FIRE!

The first fire,

There's a lot of group assignments. Anyway, I should change it to another name, like personal assignments?
Just talk about my English class's assignment. It's a five person assignments. More on business topic. It's actually writing a proposal for this assignment, proposal about creating a brand new product.
Our group decided to write about 'Voice controlled machine'. 70% of the proposal is done, however, I taking part in all 70% alone! ALONE! But I've no choice, because it's about my carry marks, if they do not do, doesn't means that I just keep myself at the side. It's my marks! It's my result! Who is going to care about my result? Myself! I rather to do it on my own.
I'm already fed up. Just think how luck they are as they get lots of free carry marks.

The second fire,

My job, which is at the tuition center, was sucks! Complaining me all the time. No matter the complained subject is taught by me or not, my boss will definitely find me first for some so called ''discussion''.
The problem now, is about the salary. At first boss said RM15 per hour. Then she said may cut it to RM10 per hour for the first two months as the tuition fees is in half price for Jan and Feb. Anyway, why should we take that? You are the one who offered that offer, not us! Why we have to cut our 'sweat and blood' to cover your offer and rebate. Stupid woman!
Some more I think I'm not a tuition teacher, I'm more like a general worker there, preparing materials for some subjects, informing other teachers about the changing of time table, prepare the answer sheets and of course, teaching.
"I'm scaring that IT will spoil my center name." The 'it' in the sentence is representing me. I knew it. So what? I want to quit!

Thanks to Jia Hao for sharing the work of assignments! Appreciate it!
Thanks to Mr. Leong in 'leading' the team to get what we deserve.

Four Hours of Craziness

2009-12-28T18:57:00.000-08:00

Went for singing Karaoke with Yvonne, JL, Choy Meng and Alice at Redbox, The Gardens.

Started our singing section at 4 p.m.

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Four hours of non-stop craziness, until one of the jug cannot bear it and jump down from table. =.='' Well, that's a little interlude between the four hours.

Jump with some crazy rhythms, and of course some old and classic music notes, such as 50's songs.

And for you information, I've lost my throat~ T.T

This is the price of non-stop craziness!

=)

No title

2009-12-26T20:27:00.001-08:00

Well, Christmas eve was wasted because of traffic jam! Damn it! Anyway, at least we did gathered and chit chat for 1+ hour. >.<

Nothing to do during Christmas, just dinner with family.

I've seen a movie (using my computer) and have watched a video, which make me feel so sad and sorry.

I don't want to mention what movie and video, to avoid people's gossip. The movie is an old movie and the video was found in Facebook.

However, the movie really makes me cry. It was so touching. The true meaning of love was so beautiful. I just can't describe my feeling using the 26 alphabets.

For the video, is about the friendship. This story was so meaningful. Whatever the character is just for his friends! Omg, I just can't stop me from thinking about this. Sad and sorry video!

These two movie and video are just staying in my brain now.

I felt that,
human,
is born to love and to have love!

A morning with DimSum.

2009-12-19T19:47:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night went to night market with Yvonne and Karen. Met Fei Sin, Wesley and Shurong there. They planned to go Qian Qi's house after that. Of course we were following. Played at QQ's house until 11pm.

Before home, they asked me for jogging on this morning. But I refused it as I'm so lazy... Haha! However, I joined them at Dim Sum stall this morning. Simple chit chat and breakfast.

Well, sometimes really feel warm when I have done some little things with friends. Especailly those nice friends~ =)

Something had pop out in my brain when I got home.
Life is colourful, when you spend some little time with friends, no matter how busy you are.

Although I'm so busy this few weekends, but I'm still thinking that, social cannot be skipped, and friends cannot be ignored!

Take care. =)

A very busy period...

2009-12-14T05:27:00.000-08:00

Can all the assignments come at different time? Please just don't come at once. I'm going to get myself crazy with those presentationS! STOP GIVING ME PRESENTATIONS!

Haih... We're are supposed to do at least a presentation during the weekly english class, I think so. Well, at least the lecturer asked for our presentation every week. =.=''

For your infomation, there is a kind of presentation called ''Impromptu Presentation''. Which is a presentation that you may have to prepare it on the spot and present it. And my lecturer always do that! Yeah... my lecturer is that kind of crazy guy! Oh my goodness!

What I'm studying is engineering. But then, my english lecturer gave us an assignment called 'proposal'. WTH! I'm not a business study anyway, so what I do for that proposal are helpless in engineering topic! And I have to think something about business, for example, marketing etc. And a presentation is needed for this proposal. Another presentation. Help~

Now, one more presentation about Malaysia's study. And, only one week is given for the preparation. Damn it! My group has chosen the topic 'Malayan Union'. Thank god this is a group work. But I hate presentation for this one, because, I speak english often at school, it's hard to use Bahasa Malaysia again. Haih... try my best la!

Escape from those stupid assignments and presentation preparations yesterday, going out with two buddies. Movie is a must for every hang out. We saw 'Zombieland' yesterday. They don't really like it, but it's ok for me. At least it makes me laugh. Other than movie, what we've done were walking, crossing road, and walking. Tiring wei~

K, it's enough to revive my blog. Time for doing my work again. See ya!

Bad bad day~

2009-12-04T16:19:00.000-08:00

My parents go to work this morning as usual. When my dad wants to turn the key to start the car's engine, nothing's happen. Well, this means the car has failed. Maybe it's battery problem.

Fine, my dad asks me to pass my car's key to him. Well, the worst part here. My car is failed to start too! OMG! What happen to this day? Both car cannot start at the same time?!

Yesterday, both cars was fine! Just after 12 hours, it was sick! Damn it!

My parents are going to take a rest today. Nothing we can do, isn't? =.=''

Just hope the repair fees is affordable.

All By Myself

2009-11-20T19:21:00.000-08:00

Last year, there's a choir competition at UK, Last Choir Standing. Produced by BBC ONE.
During the final round, one of the group called Only Men Aloud sing 'All By Myself' by Celine Dion. This song really nice~

Well, maybe some of you are not interested in choir. But, this is just nice to hear. It's amazing! Trust me, guys.

This is the video. Only few minutes, enjoy~

This is really touching, and I cried for it. >.<

Lonely, Mister.

2009-11-19T07:15:00.000-08:00

The sky of your world is full of clouds suddenly. No more sunlight, and the winds start to blow. You're the only one in a wide place like desert. The darkness is going to make you down. Then, you feel so lonely. My world has no more sunlight, darkness is the only thing that I could feel. I feel so lonely. I don't know why.

Something has made me down. I wish I could know what is that, but I don't Everything seems so wrong. What happen to me? Am I being myself? I felt that I live for others. Please, I couldn't stand it. For these 18 years, I really can't read myself. What I actually want? I don't know. I want good future? Or good job? Or just some sweet sweet things. For the past few years, I'm getting to know, what is reality. Is this real life? I hope the answer is 'no'.

May I just lie on a wide grass field, and do nothing? I'm sick of the reality in my life. However, I can do nothing! The only thing that I do, is to wake myself up!

I can't be the selfish one. I have to do my best, to against the darkness. I have to stand up! I know it's hard, but there are family and friends with me, isn't it?

Yes! I know I can do it, no matter what happen! Darkness is not scary, the scariest one is the emptiness of our hearts. We have to be happy all the time. Think positively and smile always. Your world will never be dark anymore. I knew you can do it, my friends! =)

No matter if the sun don't shine
Or if the skies are blue
No matter what the end is
My life began with you

'No Matter What by Boyzone.'

It's all about waiting.

2009-11-16T23:50:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to college for semester registration.

Stupid management decided the places for the registration is the conference hall, a hall as small as a classroom.

Yesterday, was only open for engineering schools student. Well, there is 4 school of engineering in the college. Over thousand of students were preparing for registration, but how can a small hall fits over thousand of people. Think with your brain!

I was queuing outside the hall for two hours! Waited for two hours just for entering the hall.

After two hours of waiting, there were even more 'queuing' inside the hall.

Queued for payment. One hour.

Queued for student status update. 30 minutes of queuing, and waited for 15 minutes because of the system problem.

Waited for the result. Luckily this was fast. Took about 5 minutes for filling forms and 5 minutes for taking the result.

All together,
took me almost five hours to settle the registration process.

Stupid Management!

Anyway, there's one thing to be happy during the day, which is my result!
Haha! Very satisfied with my result. >.<

Skipped today classes, as there's still a lot of students haven't done their registration yet.

Aiyaya~

2009-11-10T04:58:00.001-08:00

Few more days,
I'm going to take my schl bag again... hahaha...

Well,
During this holiday,
only one word to describe it,
BORING~

HAHAH~~~

非同凡想 is updated.

Two more weeks.

2009-11-04T20:12:00.000-08:00

Hm... two more weeks to go...
I mean my second semester.

Currently lazy to blog,
as I'm just stay at home, nothing special to blog anyway. =.=''

See ya~

Will stay in my heart...

2009-10-29T05:08:00.000-07:00

We did so many things before,
laughing, playing, or just hanging together.
I was enjoying myself when I'm with you all.
And, I know you all enjoyed it too.

No matter how much time passed;
no matter how close we were before and now;
no matter how often we see each other;
no matter how many words we talk;

You, will always be yourself;

Me, will always be myself;

Friends, will always be friends.

I'll never forget friends!

I do not care whether you will forget me or not, but I'm sure that, friends will always stay in my heart.

Take care~ my friends~

Big mistake

2009-10-20T10:30:00.000-07:00

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I had accident this morning, again.

I was fine.
Car was sucks.

The other car was not so serious, but mine, sucks.

Don't ask me why and how.

Just leave me alone.
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Be matured.

2009-10-17T08:33:00.000-07:00

Eighteen is not a big number, but it's not small too! For a person's age, eighteen years old is considered a mature stage.

When you're eighteen years old, you have to start thinking about your future, and start fighting for your own future too! Nothing is more important than your future.
But what I've seen, those eighteen people are just wasting their time.

I can't say that I'm a mature person. However, I think about my future, at least. And you, are wasting your time.

Don't waste your time on deriding people, I mean friends. You'll get nothing if you do so, you'll lose something instead.

Please think before you say anything, because it may hurt someone badly. Friends will fed up on what you've done. You'll get attention from peoples, but it's not true and will not stay long.

If you're mature enough, you'll not say any words without thinking, with your brain.

Sometimes, you may be the cleverest one in a group. But, remember, everyone has weakness, included you.

So, do you ever think about this? No? So you still think that you're the cleverest one? Give a very good answer to yourself, not anyone around you, it's unnecessary. You have to understand what you've been doing and stop yourself.

Only YOU can help yourself.

Remember! Everyone has weakness, do not think that you are the most powerful one.

Help yourself, and your beloved one.

It's time to have my fun!

2009-10-12T04:51:00.000-07:00

Phew~
finally, I've finished my final examination for semester one.
Hm... feeling quite good now. But not very good, because I did badly for my physics paper.

I can't blame on my lecturer, as it depends on how hard work were I. But, that lecturer was so blur or maybe he is just a newbie. Anyway, what he teach is not in the paper and what he don't teach is in the questions! It's totally different question, which I don't learn during his class.

Let's change the topic!

However, it's over~
Have fun~
HAHAHA!

Happy holidays to myself, and all DMP101, DMC101, DLE104 and DMM 111 classmates!

YoYo!

I'm going to revive my blog~
HAHAHA~

Enjoying holiday

HappyBirthday~

2009-10-09T20:39:00.000-07:00

Aiyoo...
Two more girls 18 liao....
HAHAH!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOMOE AND KAR YAN~

ALL THE BEST TO YOU TWO~

FRIENDS FOREVER~

Temporary rest...

2009-10-07T02:39:00.000-07:00

Final examination has started.
After two days of 'war', I managed to rest myself for one day.
Since my next exam day is on Friday,
so today I went out...
FOR?
HAHHA~ Very unbelievable...
Went for gym with Momoe at Community Hall... HAHAH!!!

Feel that my sweats is in my body for a long time already... it's time to release it~ Haha!

Around 3.30pm, Kar Yan came to find us. She brought 100 plus for both of us... haha~ It was so on time, as I finished my water already... >.< Thanks Kar Yan.... and thanks Momoe, for accompanying me today...

Ended up my evening today. HAHA~

Oh ya~ today was the first day of PMR, all the best for the PMR candidates...

Late update...

2009-09-30T02:16:00.000-07:00

HAHA.... currently damn busy...
All I've done this month was study... exclude the 1 week Raya's holidays. >.<

Busy about assignments...
Two assignment at once...
OMG~
I've done most of the things...

Anyway, I wanted to done it by myself, or the person I trusted in.
To ensure my marks~ HAHAHAH~

Assignments, presentation, homework during the holiday and, what I'm waiting now is, the final examination~

Haih... Hope lecturers will give more hints~

K....
take care, everyone.

I hope it never happens at all....

2009-09-16T21:14:00.000-07:00

This morning...
was suck!
17-09-2009.... I'll remember this date.
I will never forget in my life...

It was my fault....
And I know it was a really really big mistake...
My leg is damn cacat... Not controlled by the brain.~

T.T
It's already happened and I can't do anything on it.
Just to pay... pay... and pay...
But not so much... so lucky.. within the unlucky..

Seriously,
it was my phobia,
I always tell myself, ''This will be happened in one day''.
And I was right!

Well, just hope my parents was ok for it.
Nothing else to say here.

Take good care of yourself~

What happen to me?

2009-09-05T21:04:00.001-07:00

I found that I've changed to another person.
And I hate that~
I want back myself.

I have become a bad temper. Since don't know when.
I hate myself for being so stingy. Mad for just a little thing.

I just can't control myself from mad.

The 'me' before is a person who will not mad his friends easily.

I was regret now, I know after the night, there's a stuck in between us.
But, what to do? I've done all this and I have to bear the consequences.

I really hope that, the happen at that night can be 'deleted' or 'canceled', even 'refreshed' and start all over again.

They are my important friends.
I can't imagine the day without them.
No more dinners, no more hanging out or pasar malam.

If not important, I will not let you know what's my feeling.
But I did let you know, means that I cared.

So,
I really hope,
my actions yesterday can be forgiven, or forgotten,
really do.

Friendship forever~

It's coming!

2009-08-26T04:42:00.000-07:00

OMG! I can't believe what I've seen on the web~
Pokemon Gold and Silver have remade~
Introducing the new Pokemon Heart Gold and Soul Silver!
OMG~
I hope Malaysia is available... so that I can play it! Argh~

Here's the further info...

1 more month?

2009-08-24T06:28:00.001-07:00

What is that about?
What will happen after one month?

I can answer you with a very accurate answer,
MY FINAL EXAMINATION IS COMING SOON!

OMG~
No wonder my lecturer was so rushing today.
He finish a chapter within two hours! YES! TWO HOURS! A COMPLETE CHAPTER!
He skipped tutorials, and, that means I have to get my butt in the library and do MY own tutorial, so that my brain won't blank during the final exam.

What to do?
Just try to work harder and harder.
This is my first semester, and I need to show something to my parents.
So I can't fail! I must get at least 3.50 GPA.

Hm... maybe it's a high target?
However, it's my target! >.<

Now, I must enjoy, or study during the this Ramadan month.
My final will be held after the Hari Raya.

Final is coming~

15Malaysia

2009-08-22T05:49:00.000-07:00

It's a film project. 15 short films which are all about the Malaysia's multi-racial community.
It's a very good project as it represent the voices of the Malaysians.
3 short films is out already.
Visit the 15Malaysia's website by clicking here.
See how the 15 Malaysians make the 15 Malaysian voices.
Here are two of the film...

Potong Saga (The funny one.)

Chocolate (Some of you may don't understand the film. Visit the website and read the comments of the video.)

HELP~

2009-08-22T04:34:00.000-07:00

Oh My Gosh~~~~~
I'm crazy about Taylor Swift's songs now!
Yvonne! Please do something!

Currently crazy about Taylor's latest album, Fearless. (I know it's long time ago already, but still latest right?)

Argh~ I'm on a fever! Not H1N1, it's Taylor's flu~
Haha... Yvonne 'got' it 'for' me!

Love Story is a must for the album~
Fearless... Fifteen... Hey Stephen... You Belong With Me... Tell Me Why... White Horse... Should've said no...
Yes...I'm listing the songs. HAHA~

And 1 more artist which has a very good music sense (think so~), Lenka~

She is the new artist I think.
But her songs were good!
All the songs were in different style, like the 'carmen' style!
I'm going to discover her song slowly.

>.<... HELP~

Birthday party or gathering?

2009-08-17T05:42:00.000-07:00

Hm... For me it's considered a gathering!
HAHAH!!!
Alice, thanks for your birthday party, as it let us to gather once again!

Well, I do not manage to upload photos, as most of the 'camera man' has done their job!

I was happy to see some old friends!!! Haha...
Chit chating... Playing... Eating... AND, the most important 1, PHOTO-ING!

However, I felt that it's boring when some of them went home. Hm... I think it's because we separated into few groups already, so I found that it was hard for me to join other groups... T.T

Hm... I think I'm going through a stage called 'rusting'. HAHAH! Means not as close as before la. Er... I must do something to warm it!

Thanks for reading... lazy to update long post, short post also can be accepted I think?>.<

Take care~

What I've done?

2009-08-13T21:43:00.000-07:00

I didn't update my blog for a 'period of time'. And now I have some time to update my flying rice! Haih... damn busy. Don't know what I've done last few weeks. >.<

I busy about the homeworks of course, and some tests. Had my physics and chemistry test last few weeks. And oh yeah! I got full marks for chemistry test2. Haha... YES! I AM SHOWING OFF! Because I know this may be the one and only. T.T

Passed up my mathematics assignment and maths test 2 today. Quite easy actually, at least I can finish it. OMG~ Next Monday has mathematics class at night, sien~ Hey!

Good news! Next Tuesday's class canceled! Feel like going out! Anyone?

Oh ya~ My car has been 'transformed' into Auto-car successfully! Happy or not? I don't care~ As long as I can drive soon. Still facing my biggest driving examiner, my dad.>.<

I have been in KLIUC for almost two months. Hm... finally there are few friends there, but still in Hi-Bye mode. Hope to get close with them soon!

Still remember who is Sir Rizal that I mention before in this blog? My physics teacher. He cancelled the class LAST minute last Thursday. The point is, I have only 1 class whcih is physics class on that day, so what? Go back with nothing. I can do nothing as he paste a memo at the class last minute! LAST MINUTE! Argh~

Last week, was a unbelieveable week. Five days of dinner at outside. Means I had my dinner outside for five days! I can't believe that it happened to me! HAHA!!!!

Hm.... I think that's all for this week. HAHAHAH!!! IF I have time, my blog will be updated! Sabar lah!

Let's see how childish was me! This photo took in year... hm... Form 3 la...

Missing my high school friends!!!

Being a student isn't easy! Trust me!

2009-08-03T02:55:00.000-07:00

A student,
have to study, have to score.
Some may need to work part time, just for their pocket money.

To me?
I have to study! Of course!
I have to score high also!
Pocket money? I need it!

But...

What about time?

Study will be affected by part time job.
But money is not enough.
What to do?
No one can help.

My case is,
my pocket is empty!
I don't dare to ask for money from parents.
I'm serious! I am the kind of son! *haha... sounds like showing off*

About study?
I have no 'good' brain.
In other words, I'm not clever.
Honestly, I did my best to study.
I like to study actually.
I'm not as lazy as pig anyway.
But work hard is not equal to good result.
I understand this since I got my SPM result.
And I really don't mind it.
I know I did my best then it's the best result to me, no matter how bad is that.

What I need is a bright future!
A better future will be my target!
I really don't want to see my parents to work hard for just a little income.
Emo is useless in this case.
So I need to study hard! Very hard!
A bright future is waiting for me.

A student,
isn't easy to be.
A college student,
also isn't easy to be.

I wish every of my friend is enjoying their study stages!
All the best!

The Student's Affairs office.

2009-07-22T22:42:00.000-07:00

Argh!!!
Yesterday was a tiring day. Guess what? Not because of classes, it's because those stupid workers!!!

I was looking for the office which I can enquires about PTPTN. And here's the story!

First, I went to the Admin. office, I managed to ask the worker about the office for enquires of PTPTN. They gave me an answer, Bursary department. Well, I went to the Bursary department then. However, the bursary department workers said ''Not here, not this block! I think it's at the academic block.'' K fine! Then I went to the academic block from the bursary office which located at 2nd floor!

But, I didn't see any office at that block! I search floor by floor!!! OMG!!! I hate staircase! I have 'climb' the stupid staircase for X times yesterday!!! Finally, I saw an office, I went in and ask. But they gave me an answer, answer that make me crazy! ''This is library office!!! You should go Student's Affairs office!''

At least I had a target now, the Student's Affairs office. I search floor by floor again! Which means the staircase again!!! ARGH!!! Too bad I failed to find it.

However, when I was leaving the academic block, I saw an office which stated nothing. Hm... I told myself, that is it!!!

So I went in, I saw some documents and annoucment which about PTPTN on the notice board. And this showed that this is it!!! OMG!!! Finally!!! =.='' I was full of sweats anyway!!!

Story ended!!!

I saw a board stated ''STUDENT"S AFFAIRS DEPARTMENT" on a office door. That is it! That office had two doors! And only 1 door is stated!!! WTH!!!

Money isn't easy to get!

Another update!!!

2009-07-19T09:05:00.000-07:00

Watched Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince! What a nice show!!! It was nicer than 'The Order Of The Phoenix'. Really! I don't want to say how nice was it, because, some of you might not see this movie yet.

I'm really looking forward to the gathering...
Organized by Wesley, held on this coming Saturday.

I have not been a party so far, since January. *If I not mistaken*So, I'm really want to play with my friends!!! HAHAHA!!!

Hm... I knew some of my friends which are from Choong Wen 6S had a gathering last Saturday.
May I ask, where is Tai Thung's one? Hm... Hope someone will organize it. But I'm sure the one definitely will not be FEH FAN.... >.<>

After the rushing of assingments and tests last week, I was so free this weekend. Nothing to do at home, so what's next? ONLINE... Hahahahah!!! And? SLEEP... Hohohohoh!!! Aiyo, really nothing to do.

I hope I can watch Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince one more time... Hehe... really nice!
I'm definitely a Harry Potter's fan! Wuhuhu~~

I speechless lo...

2009-07-15T02:39:00.000-07:00

Monday...

Got scold by English lecturer because we brought the so called 'assignment' but not done it. Well, I can clearly heard that he said this: ''bring it for the next class'', when he was giving us the so called assignment!The worst is, I did it, but I didn't write it in pen (because I was just drafted the answers!).

Well, maybe that was my fault, anyway, he didn't ask us to finish it and pass it up to him on the next class... So what? I copied the answer with pen this time during the class. He was not teaching anyway. Argh...! Whatever! As long as he accepted my work, then everything is OK. After some discussion on the so called assignment, he said something, which made me don't know laugh or cry.

"I've no mood to teach today. So after you pass this up, then go to the foyer. I'll take the attendance there." *This week is English language week.* FINE! We went there without saying any word to him. Because, THIS IS AN ORDER! =.= Waste my time! So his class ended up with chit-chat at foyer.

Tuesday...

Chemistry quiz on this day. Well, I prepared it not very well, but, at least I studied 85% of it! However, the quiz came out with three questions. Three 'straight forward' questions! Quite easy actually, full marks should be taken, I think. As it was simple questions!

Wednesday...

What a day! English class again! Lecturer gave us a 'assignment race'. WTH. He came in to the class, then he wrote something on the whiteboard.

TASK TO BE DONE TODAY

Find two definition for each of the following.
1)Resume
2)Cover-letter
3)Memo

Find an example for each of it.

Well, my friends and I were blur. Then he said move move move! Then I only realized that he want us to go to computer lab and do this. Everyone was rushing to the computer lab, because the computers were limited.

Search Google, search Bing beta, search Yahoo, searching everywhere in the network. Finally all have been done, and ready to be printed. However, I'm so bad luck today. because the computer which I used was unable to connect to the printer! OMG!!! Which means that I have to search it all over again on the other computer! T.T I didn't bring my pendrive!

Finally, I've done all the work. And! The computer was able to connect to the printer! Thank God! After 2 hours of 'racing', this assignment was finally sent to the lecturer's office! What a touching moment! T.T

During the Mathematics class, I also felt funny. Tutorial was in a group of 3 persons? OMG!!! WTH! I've done that earlier! So how I was going to do a tutorial group? Whatever, I'll just submit it. I don't care, I will not re-copy it! NO WAY!!!

Wait, haven't finish yet! One more funny thing, next class will be the Maths quiz. Guess what? A group quiz! Which means a group of 4 persons doing a quiz? WTH!!! I thought quiz was supposed to be individual? OMG... I was totally speechless!

The speechless days! No point to open my mouth! Just do whatever they ask to. Haih...

Looooooong post... >.<
Thanks for reading.

Physics Quiz

2009-07-09T05:00:00.000-07:00

Well, today was my very first physics quiz.
I can tell you, it's so funny.

Since we have 2 hours for the physics class,
so the lecturer continue the class,
and the quiz started on the second hour.

"You all know right? Today has physics quiz..."
Maybe some of them didn't attend to the previous class, so they missed the information.
"Ok, since today is the first quiz, so.... erm.... open book la!"

Well, I should be happy, but, no book.
I have no any physics books, he didn't give us any notes.
We only had some notes that copy from the whiteboard. Not very useful. But better than none.

During the quiz, everyone was discussing, and, moving around for answer.
OMG... is this a quiz?
Some even asked for help from lecturer, the worst is, lecturer really helped them. OMG!

Since, he helped them, then I also asked for his help. Damn funny. I wondered this is quiz or tutorial. HAHAHA!!!

Some questions in the quiz, were not taught by him anyway.
Luckily, I was so hardworking (joking la... >.<), because I study myself in the library yesterday and this morning. Hm... not considered study, it should be doing homework, the physics tutorial.
I can't imagine if I didn't study that in library. T.T

Anyway, I realize that blogger has no way to upload a recording. A wav file.
Because I recorded the lecturing way of my physics lecturer.
Too bad... Next time I will try to record a video.
So that you all can understand me...T.T

Erm... Hm...
.....................................

One more thing,
Maths and science subjects will be taught in mother language and Bahasa Malaysia again.
I was not agree with this.
I don't want to mention what's the reason.
I just want to voice it out!

I'm ready!

2009-07-07T06:21:00.000-07:00

After two weeks of college, everything has come to me...
Classes...
Tutorials...
Quizzes...
all are right on the queue...

They are coming...

This is the third week;
The first quiz, Technical English was did on yesterday.
Well, all about the tenses,
same thing, confusing.
I got a lesson during the quiz,
DO NOT CHECK BACK THE ANSWER AFTER FINISHED ALL THE QUESTIONS!
I should said this is the old lesson, which I already got during the second last SPM paper, EST!
It's over, forget about it...

The first tutorial, Chemistry was submitted today.
Well, it's not that I want to show off myself or say that I'm the smartest student in the class, *I'm not the smartest anyway!*
but what I saw today is, some of them were doing the tutorial during the class, shall I say copy?
Haih... I know I'm not the clever one, but I really don like the feel.

Know why?

Because they'll miss whatever the lecturer said during the class, then, they don't understand when lecturer is giving examples.

Then what?

He go teach them one by one!!! Can teach after the class?
WASTE MY TIME!!!
Haih... ignore my ''perasan-ness''.

ZChen is at my college right now I think. Or just over.
That is the 签唱会. Haha... I think not much people were there.
Because I heard from the ticket selling counter,
there's still 30 or 13 tickets are waiting to be sold.
Haih, KLIUC has more Malays... Too bad...

Anyway,
I'm ready for the coming quizzes and tutorials! COME ON!!!
Hahaha....

Feel free to visit. http://www.twitter.com/fanlofanlo
Bye~

Sir Rizal: ''Erm... hm....''

2009-07-03T03:13:00.000-07:00

The English quiz was postponed to next Monday.
Considered a good news for me! HAHAHA!!!

Sir Rizal? Who is that?
He is my Physics lecturer.
Well, I think he's a newbie lecturer.
You know why?
Look at my title then you'll know...

Still cannot get it?
Let me tell you...
When he's lecturing,
he'll stop suddenly! Yeah... stop! COMPLETELY stop!
Stop for 3 -4 minutes...

Why? I know you all must asking now...
Because he don't know what he want to lecture or say next...
WTH!!! O.o Just trust me...

Example:
''When two vectors are in the same direction, then ..... erm....hm...."
*3 or 4 minutes later*
"Ya! then the angle is zero.... bla bla bla...."

That's it! This will happen 3 or 4 times during the class...
OMG!!! Help!!!

I hate English class!!!

2009-06-30T01:33:00.000-07:00

Damn it.... There's a English quiz 2moro...
Damn f*cking no confidence...
I totally confuse between simple past tense and present future tense.
I know these are the simplest thing, but I also know that I'm suck on grammar.

Haih... I think the quiz tomorrow is full of past tenses and past participles! Which gonna kill me!!!

Teacher gave us a exercise to us last class, it was all about the two tenses which I mentioned above.
And you know what? I was confidence before I look at the questions, but not when I was doing it.
It's so confusing when these two tenses come together! OMG!!!

I just simply do, as the exercise should be passed up before the class end.

WTH!!! I wanted to make my mind clear, but I failed to do that.
I was rushing, to finish the exercise before the stupid class end.
I was so sure that, I got almost all wrong for that.

However, It's over.
And I'm so noob, because I'm going to do some online exercises which about these two tenses later. HAHAHA!!! Sounded so stupid.
But I have no choice, because I want to get high marks for my every quiz! T.T

I hate English class!!! HELP~~~~~

Stupid class!!

2009-06-22T22:24:00.000-07:00

I'm now at the library of KLIUC.

According to my time table,
tere's a chemistry class in this afternoon,
from 12 to 2.
However, the stupid lecturerand stupid peoples,
make the class end after 30 mins.
My lecturer said less ppl,
so cannot start the class today.

And... the class suppose to have 12 students,
but only half of it attend to the class.
INCLUDED ME!~~~~~~~

Hiah... no choice.
Nothing to do, and don't want back so early,
so me and jh are hanging around the lribrary now...

And I, of course, is blogging now...
HAHAH!!
will be home soon...
Maybe 2 o'clock.

k guys,
Ciaoz...

I wan to continue my hanging event!!

Wasting my time!

Shiok! It's a good begining!

2009-06-20T23:52:00.001-07:00

Went Sri Petaling for badminton with buddies this morning.
Play...eat... chit chat...
Then go back...

Thanks for fetching, Wes~
Anyway, here's the thing that I want to share with you guys!

I drive without my dad and any driver sits at my side!

After I take bath,
my sis ask me wanna have lunch?
Although I already had it but I tell her that I want!

Then I call my father,
''Dad, can I drive to KFC which nearby here?''
''With who?''
''Sis la"
"WAH!!!! You better be careful... don't play play!"
"OKOK"
end...

Means CAN!!!!
So I drive it to the KFC with my sis.

OMG!!!
There is a lot of cars at my house parking area.
Very hard to get my car out from the my parking place.
It's the first challenge!
But! PASS!!!! Got car from the parking area finally.

Then traffic light,
I mati enjin when the light turns into green.
HAHA!!! No horn anyway.

Everything go smooth...
Suddenly, I found out that petrol is going to finish.
So I drive to the petrol station which is just beside the KFC.
HAHA!!! smoothly.... hahah!!!
Find a place to park, perfectly! HAHA!!!

Eat.......

Then go back.
And same...
smooth...
traffic light no mati enjin.
Park at my house parking area, perfectly!

And... that's all for 2day's driving!

Oh ya! 1 more thing,
My dad called my sis.
He asked her about how was it.
Then my sis said ok... HAHAH!!!
This is expected de la... I'm sure my dad is going to call my sis!
Haih... Anyway! considered a succesfull drive for a newbie!

Memang shiok!

Why must Auto?

2009-06-19T21:36:00.000-07:00

Hey!
Can you give me some time?
Maybe 2 weeks?

I don't think I'm that sucks anyway!
I can handle a Manual car!
Trust me la!

Why must you change to Auto?
It's not free ok?
It needs RM1000+!

''Can I drive to...."
''CANNOT!''
OMG!!! What for you bought me a car?
Next week college also you don't let me drive,
you fetch again.
OMG!!!!

I just need some time to master a Manual car!
I'm not a genius driver,
and I know I'm not good in driving!
Considered bad I think!

But I can handle it!
What I need is TIME!!!!!!

Whatever, you want to change auto then go ahead.
Because I know it's useless for me to say anything.
Just do it!
I'll just be the little boy forever!
The little boy who always need protect and helps!

Wesley, try to lower the price he offered la...thanks!

Boring too

2009-06-15T04:45:00.000-07:00

First day of orientation.
Open ceremony today,
OMG!!! I want to sleep... can I?

Every student are requested to wear in formal.
Sitting in the hall for 2 hours+.

Then is bursary and admin briefing.
1 word... boring!

After the two briefing,
group activities.
I am not staying in the hostel,
so I don't have a group yet.
Finally, I was arranged in group 2.
haih.... then.... swt activities are coming out!

Each group was given an egg ytd,
then they are asked to take care of this egg.
*Does it like a game that we usually play in a camp?*
And, some group has broken their eggs...
Oh watever! I don care the egg anyway.

I don't what is going on after I sat in my group,
suddenly, the senior announce that 1 group is lost.
*I don noe what game are they playing actaully! =.=''*

Then the group was asked to tell some sad story to make us cry!
WTH!!!! =.=''
Of course they failed to do so!

But here's the funny thing,

1 guy in that group was telling the sad story,

''I am walking around, suddenly, the egg fall down. From my friend.... I mean from my hand...''
*ur friend's egg fall down? So sad...=.=*
Every one is laughing crazily!

He continue the story, which is the funniest part!
''...the egg falls down, so... I very sad la!''
Every one is laughing crazily again!

And their stories are around the egg... OMG!!!

Then the lunch time,
I beh tahan the boring that I got just now!
So I call my dad to fetch me back!

So I'm skipping the others activities!
I'm sorry to do that!
But seriously, damn boring!

2 more boring days

2009-06-09T20:32:00.000-07:00

OMG!
My holiday will soon be at an end!!!
2 more days!
Saturday is the orientation,
then 15 orientation again....
till 19th i think...

And the stupid college,
set the orientation from 6am to 10pm...
16 hours! *Is it a camp?*

Haih... no choice,
my parents ask me to stay there for a week.
As they are worrying me to drive at 6 in the morning and 10 at the night.
So... haih... away from my blog for a week.
*KLIUC offered hostel for free to students during the orientation week*

I really hope that Jia Hao and me will be arranged to a same room...
So that I will not be so f*cking boring.

.......................................................

Let's talk about others,
I got my license last two weeks,
but....
I touch my car not more than 1 hour.
WTH... My dad said I'm a newbie,
so must not drive alone.
*Never try never know lo, practices make perfect!*

And I want to drive it to find my fellow, but I didn't
as I know what will my dad said, CANNOT!

I drove it to the highway last Sunday, *with my dad of course*
and it's much more better, I can control the car adi.
Everything go smooth, expect changing gear when turn.
Hey, dad! So can I drive myself to Sri Petaling for my piano lesson 2moro?

Haih...
I wonder when I can drive like my friends...
Haih...
I wonder when I can get back my car,
*my car is at workshop now, just to fix something...*

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2 more boring days to go...

Out of expectation!

2009-06-06T04:35:00.000-07:00

First time driving with my Iswara...
OMG!!! It isn't easy to control compared to a Kancil.

'He' was almost out of my control...
Can u spot the word?
ALMOST... means still under control!
Hahaha...

Ok la, gimme some time k?
I need some time to adapt myself with 'him'.
Because humans are adaptable, are cars are not!

So let's just wait and see...
Maybe one day,
I will drives 'him' to Genting Highland!
Wait and See!!!!!!

MUAHAHAHAH!!!!!

Ciaoz...

I can give you! Do you?

2009-06-05T05:59:00.000-07:00

Please... can anyone fill my needs?
I just need some time!
Time to look for more warmness!
Time to look for more support!

I really did my best to know what are you thinking.
I try to understand you,
to not hurt you;
to make you feel happier;
to let you have a people that know you well,
so that you can share your everything to me whenever you need me.

But;

Do you?
Do you try to understand me?
to not hurt me;
to make me happier;
to let me feel that you are by my side?

I understand;

I really do.
Not all people have to understand me,
because you are not born to understand me;
by my side always;
adapt me;

Sometimes I want;

I need someone who I can share my everything.

Sometimes I ask myself;

Am I doing the right thing?
Understanding someone that who is not willing to understand me.
Some of my friends told me that, ignore them!
Don't care how they feel as they don't care about you at all.

But;

I know myself well,
I can't do that to someone that I care about.
Yeah, I am boomerang.
That's me!

When the one you care do something good for you,
write it on a rock;
when the one you care do something bad for you
write it on the beach;

Remember the kindness,
like the words on the rock,
can't get it off;
Forget the resentment,
like the words on the beach,
go with the sea, far away.

This is real me, real Feh Fan.
If you think I'm liar,
nothing I can do...

Not an emo post,
Just a sharing post!

Meaningful movie!

2009-06-04T04:21:00.000-07:00

I'm so in love with 1 Disney movie...
''Meet The Robinsons''
It's so nice and meaningful!

Every time I watch this movie, I almost cry...
Really touching... Trust me! Go Youtube and search it!
You can enjoy the whole movie there...
OMG!!! You should go have a see!

this is the part 1... all together have 9 parts!

It talks about family...
It's a touching movie...
OMG!!!! XD

And there is one song from the movie,
is very nice and meaningful too!
''Little Wonders'' by Rob Thomas

This song and the movie teach us one thing!
One important thins in our life!

FORGET THE PAST, and...
KEEP MOVING FORWARD!

Enjoy!

Let it go, let it roll right off your shoulders,
don't you know, the hardest part is over...
from 'little wonders'

Zanmai Pasta

2009-05-30T22:03:00.000-07:00

Went to MidValley with friends yesterday...
JP, Wei Yian, Mei Han, Wai Kit, Guo Heng and Yvonne kow....

I reached there at about 10.40 a.m..
I go there earlier to look for something that I need,
so I walked in Carrefour and start searching... =p

Yeah, I found what I want, but the price is unaffordable.
So I gave up to buy it.

While waiting for them, I ate a bread and a Justea grape flavour with aloe bites~

Watched The Night At The Museum 2, quite funny but not as funny as the 1st one.

K, back to the title of this post... Zanmai Pasta!
We went for lunch at Zanmai Pasta.
Very nice Japanese food there! I love it very much!
But, the price makes me 'excited'!
Anyway, worth!

I ordered don't know what name food... It's a mini pasta set.
Don't know what pasta with prawns,
and eel rice... Eel is a kind of fish... Jp told me..

OMG!!! The Eel rice was damn nice! I love it! The sauce was incredible!!!
The prawn pasta was good too! Crispy prawns were my favourite!
But, the bad thing was the Miso Soup!
I don't like Miso Soup... So I don't know how was a nice Miso Soup... =p

Anyway, this set cost me RM25.50 included 5% government tax and 10% service charge.

Went to night market at night...

Back home at around 10.30 p.m..

OMG!!! I cant believe that I hanged out there for 12 hours! *faint*

Ciaoz...

Oh ya... 12 days to go KLIUC.

Updated!

2009-05-22T04:06:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!
Next Tuesday will be my big day!
Walking or driving?
Depends on next Tuesday!

HAHAHA!!!

And yeah...
I'm looking for car now...
My dad's friend is a car seller,
and he got 1 car which is in my choice.
Actually is my dad's choice.
It's Satria. Er... the one which only has 2 doors...

Today went to CIMB bank to open a normal saving account.
The final procedure of applying PTPTN loan.
And yeah...finally filled up the forms.
But haven confirm with it yet...
as I want to triple check it.
Hehe...

2moro will be the last day of 'KLIUC Registration Promotion'.
Er... I think it considers as promotion...
Free Ximax branded handphone and get RM500 rebate for on-the-spot register.
HAHA... haih... I'm going to miss the handphone, as I haven't get the money for registration. T.T
Fine... I think it's a cheap cheap brand... HAHAHAHAA!!!! XD

Most of my friends started their colleges adi...
So... Sien...
I nothing to do since they are not free...
I stayed at home, which means not stepping out from my house for 3 days!!!! 72 hours!!!
OMG!!! Cant believe it!

K la... Ciaoz!

3 weeks to go KLIUC!!!!
HAHAHA!!!

It's not a happy winning.

2009-05-12T07:38:00.000-07:00

Well, I think some of you may know,
the Sudirman Cup, badminton competition are started at Guangzhou, China.

Malaysia team lost 1 mark to Korea team at Sunday.
So, Malaysia team cannot be lost for the next two matches.

Malaysia team finally had the first point from the Hong Kong team yesterday.
The country won with 4-1.
The only mark lost by the women's singles match, which played by the country's second top women's single player, Julia Wong.
She had the chance to win the match.
Unfortunately, her left knee was injured during the first game.
This is happened when she's trying to retrieve a shot from Hong Kong's player, Yip Pui Yin while leading 17-16.

I was so surprise because she really has the chance to win the match.

I've nothing to say now,
really worry for Julia Wong.

I hope her knee was all right!

The best of luck for her!

JIA YOU!!!! JULIA WONG!

QQ birthday

2009-05-10T20:28:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday was a busy day.
10+ woke up, then went for waiting bus.
1/2 an hour later, not even a bus there.
So decided to take taxi.

Wah, there was so many taxi-s, but all with customers.
Almost late, I talked to wai kit the night before to meet at Tasik Selatan lrt station at 11.am.
10.50 am, got in a taxi finally.

Rushed to the Salak South LRT station.
And.... WTH the train was so stupid, so slow...T.T
Finally, reached Tasik selatan station at 11.10am.

I didn't see wai kit, or heng siu there, so I called both of them.
Wai kit said, COMING LIAO~
Heng siu said, ALMOST REACH LIAO~

Waited for them about 25 mins at the station.

then *bla~bla~bla~*

Reached Sungai Wang Greenbox.
Then *bla~bla~bla~* ...
*sing~sing~sing~*

Got a cake, flower and a hand accessory for QQ.

Finished karaoke at 3+pm.
Then we went to Times Square arcade. Had fun there.

The girls were so interested about the TAIKO japanese drum.

Then, we decided to wait the time to pass, (as we planned to have dinner together.)
So me, wai kit, heng siu and fei sin went for Hi-Tea....
Walau eh, what a gang of rich peoples.

5.30+pm. We were going to our dinner place, Puchong.

*bla~bla~bla~* *Skip the part how we go tere*

Reached ''Doarea'' restaurant. I hope I spelled it correctly.
A korean restaurant at Puchong.
They booked a room, for 16+of us.

Most of us were there, so we decided to order.
The food there shocked me. Really~
1 bowl of mee cost RM30+.
1 plate of pork (haven't cook yet, bcoz it was a BBQ) cost RM35.
1 plate of beef (haven't cook too) cost RM70. *if I not mistaken*
Walau, I gave up the food, so I checked out the drinks menu.
WTH!!!! O.o I don noe wat kind of drinks was that!
It cost RM40 each, and it was smaller than a mineral water bottle.
WTH!!! Imported drinks ''dai sai'' meh!
Got 1 drink really shocked me, RM70 for one.
I don noe what is tat.*it was wrote in korean*

And the climax was here,
We started to order, since the food so 'cheap',
we decided to share, like 3 ppl order 1 BBQ food.
However, when we finished order,
the boss said ''CANNOT! TOO LITTLE!'' *with korean and english, rojak... =.=*
Why cannot? And he did explain to us,
but unfortunately, we don understand rojak of korean and english.
So the boss called one of the waiter to explain.
Here's the some part of the conversation between QQ and the waiter.

Waiter: YES?
QQ: What your boss said jus now?
Waiter: Er...... he said too little. (What?!)
QQ: Is it have any limitation for ordering?
Waiter: Er......
QQ: So what's the problem now?
Waiter: I also don't know, you should ask my boss. (I was like WTH!!!)
QQ: K, then can we GO now?
Waiter: Yeah! You can!
QQ: Do we have to PAY for the tea?
Waiter: No, it's free.
.
.
.

And, we quickly ran! Very fast! haha....
It's very funny if u can imagine.

So, we were discussing where to eat after that.
*bla~bla~bla~*

''We go eat steamboat ba!'' Momoe said.
All of us were OK, so we got into our cars, then went to the steamboat restaurant.
It's a buffet style steamboat, we were so happy,
bcoz, WE WERE DAMN HUNGRY!

We ate so full that day. 7.30+pm started eating

, till 9.50+pm.

We were dinosour! XD

What a busy day!
Still waiting for the group photos~

Destiny~

2009-05-07T00:28:00.000-07:00

Nothing to say about today...
Well, we lost...

Er... not lost actually,
at least we got 5th place among 25 schools!
Should proud of it!
And... we did maintain our result...!
With improving skills... hahha...

Anyway, we just bad luck la... and my juniors are nervous!
So this is the lesson la... Relax when you're singing! Haha!
ok.... let's see some photos here.
I finally found that my camera was suck!
Only few photos are clear... others are damn blur...
Should try to change a new one! :P
Anyway, enjoy la...

We were the earliest secondary school choir team there,
so guess what? Photo section starts!
Everyone is going crazy with their cameras!

Photo section starts!

Dai Kar jieS......

Too boring waiting at there. =.=

Mor Joo was damn cute in this photo... HAHAH!!! Look at his 'V' pose.

Yvonne poses with her camera! Hahaha.... nice pose!

Mutiara's student performed during the time for waiting the result.

They sang love story (OMG!), and 1 more miley's song.

Practicing in the gymnasium.

Singing 'The lion sleeps tonight' before go get ready to get up stage...
This song is like a relax song for them... HAHAH!!!

This photo shows the orderliness of your bow.

Singing... nervous...=.=

Congratz! Peoples!

You all are the top 5 choir team in KL...
Should proud of it! :P

Videos

2009-05-05T03:44:00.000-07:00

Yeah... Finally got time to upload video...
Choir competition at last week, 29-4-09.
My sucks camera has recording limit...
3 minutes each video... so it's incomplete...
Sorry... heheh... anyway... enjoy... Honestly, nice performance...

Photos (requested) =.=

2009-05-04T19:39:00.001-07:00

Ice cream? Strawberry, vanilla and chocolate?

Took on the choir competition day. Some are blur...hahah sorry yeah!

Positive or Negative?

2009-05-04T01:42:00.000-07:00

Which one do u prefer?
A person who always make people laugh?
Or a person who always need a people to make you laugh?
Are you a positive person or a negative person?

And if you tell me that you are a positive person,
then I should say, Congratulation!
Your life is colourful!
And you have a very good popularity.
You have many friends!

If you are a negative person.
I feel sorry for you, that you really have your hard life.
Life is uneasy unless you live happily everyday.
Stress will make yo move, also will make you stop.

So, please!
Be positive!
That's just life!!!!
Be happy to accept!

It's hard for someone to have a negative thinking friend...

Come on! Be happy! And smile everyday!

P/S:World Smile Day, 8-5-09

When nuts forget it's skin.

2009-04-27T08:07:00.000-07:00

Send dad and mum or parents to homes for aged.
Some people will do this. But, peoples hate them.

After SPM, I feel a bit sad...
yeah, it's about friends...

After graduate, all my friends have their own works to do.
I understand it. However, you all are really far away.

I don't know what is actually happened to you all! I don't know! I hope you all to share!
During secondary school time, we shared all things!
We talked everyday. We study together. We hang out together.
Sometimes, we just sit in a group, with nothing to do. Just together!
The feel was good! I really want it!

I'm so lucky that, some of you still hang together with me.
However, not everyday as like last time.
I'm so greed, I know. It's impossible! I know.

You go toilet with your friends!
You teach friends homework!
You join any activity with friends!
You do everything with your friends!

But, it's just 4 months, your friendship of years is 'going down'.
What is your feel then?

I'm really sad... I know this is one of out life stage.
I'm just need some time to accept it!

Thanks my friends for giving me such a memorial high school time!
Thanks...

Drive?

2009-04-21T04:35:00.000-07:00

'Come on baby let's go~'
Oh yeah, that was my phone alarm ringtone...
It was time to wake up, 7.15am.
Brushed teeth and did whatever that I have to.

Then, went to the bus stop nearby at 7.55am.
The uncle will come pick me at about 8.00am.

'Tik! Tak! Tik! Tak!'
It's already 15 minutes since I sit at the bus stop.
So I decided to call the uncle.

Me : 'Hello? Uncle? Are you on the way now?'
Uncle : 'Yeah! It's raining, so there's very jam (traffic). I almost reach ya!'
Me : 'Ok la then.'

Another 10 minutes past...
Finally saw a black Kancil with the big word 'L'.
So happy, because I waited for him for 25 minutes.

Uncle drove me to a Bukit Jalil area,
and he stopped at a side, explained the gear, clutch and gas.
Then my driving lesson started!
OMG!!! The gas pedal was so hard to control, (for me) because my right leg just have to touch it, hm... kiss it very very soft. =.=

Every was fine, he show me the road that I should go.
But, I found that, I was heading to the Seremban highway area.
O.o WTH... 1st day of drive already at the highway.
Seriously, I'm ok with it. Hm... nothing to be scared. Because uncle will rescue me with the break pedal at his passenger place! HAHA!

I drove at Bukit Jalil, Sri Petaling and Kuchai Lama area.

Got two horns today from stupid cars.
And.... mati enjin for once! T.T At the traffic light.

Since I told uncle that I wanted to go back school for something (choir of course, nothing else! :P), so he asked me to drive to my school then.

I was like WTH?! K, followed what he said, drove to SMK Seri Saujana.
Haha... That's all for today's lesson.
Quite interesting because that is my first time! :P

Tomorrow another lesson, parking.
Hope everthing will be fine.

P/S: OMG... Uncle asked me to wait at the bus stop at 7.00am tomorrow. What an early lesson! =.=''

You make me so HOT!!!

2009-04-18T07:15:00.000-07:00

OMG... What a bad weather...
It's so hot... I thought night suppose to be not very hot...
No wind... It's so ''bosan''...

My both sisters went to Genting this evening. For Hinz concert tonight.
They got two free tickets so there must be one have to sacrifice among three of us.
And I'm out... I don't really like Hinz anyway... :P

Well... since my sisS is not around, so pasar malam with my mum only...
OMG, although it's raining, (a small one of coz!) I'm sweating all the way!
I really cannot tahan these kind of hot! No wind!!!
Quickly buy some fruits, apples and oranges then fly home!
Yes! FLY! *I'm flying without wings~~~*
Ops... when I'm 'flying', almost forgot to buy newpaper.
Quick! Quick! Quick!
HOME!!! I'M COMING!!!

Finally, home~
Put all the stuff on the floor, then very quick, take all I need!
And.... very very quick! Take a bow... I mean take a bath...
(Hehe... currently listening take a bow by Rihanna! XD)

After that... also very quick! On my computer!
Then internet! Then blogging! hahahaha...

Well... Lame post...
Thanks for reading!

Applied

2009-04-15T05:52:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to KLIUC with my dad and Jia Hao.
Jia Hao reached my house at about 1.30pm.
My dad back from work at about 2.15pm.
So we go at about 2.25pm!
*What am I talking about? All crap!*

Kk... fine.... straight to the point point then!
Asked a lot of things about PTPTN and the fees at the marketing department.
Yes! PTPTN, not KOJADI. I decided to take diploma in civil engineering.
*Explain... explain... explain...*
Before we go, she (the one who explain to us) wanted us to pay RM30 for the application fee.
I was like.... huh? I haven't fill the application form yet!
''DING!'' Oh ya... I already filled the application form at the NAPEN education fair...
I'm just had not pass my SPM result.

So she asked for the photostat SPM result slip and the RM30!

So that's it! I applied KLIUC diploma in civil engineering!
It's quite surprise! But since I already decided to take this course,
so it's ok... although it's so surprise.

Today went to Bank Simpanan Nasional for some PTPTN loan stuffs...
Went school for choir after that....
What I can say about choir,
is, it's a tradisional of Saujana choir!
Play! Play! Play!
Haih... then back home!

P/S: Lip yong swim?! IMPOSSIBLE!

Be a friend isn't easy...

2009-04-06T20:47:00.000-07:00

I think a lot about life after SPM.
Do u know the feeling that a day without anyone? Only yourself?
Yes, I do!
'Lonely' is not enough to describe the feeling.
It just unexplainable.

Everyday stay at home, of course sometimes some outing.
I think back the time when we a group of friends hang together,
it was so happy, and crazy too.

There is one time, I almost cry when I'm missing my friends.
Seriously, I hope we're in the same class, same school again.
Really do! I'm so regret, that I didn't appreciate much the school time.
Where is Doraemon?
Can I go back to the time? Please...

Last Friday, was a dinner, I'm really happy that friends finally hang together!
Although only some of those, but I'm already happy.
Think back to secondary school time, I didn't learn how to be my best friend's best friend.
I hurt my best friends some more! I was so regret that time.
Our friendship also 'hurt'. No more 'best' in front of the friend.
Because of this, I don't take anyone else as the 'best'. I scared I hurt one more 'best' among my life. I really scared I lost one more 'best'. So sorry that I have this kind of thinking.

Do you know the feeling, that you treat a friend as the best, however the friend just treat you as a normal one.
The feeling is sucks! Just like a love. You love the one who don't love you. It's sucks
And I do know the feel. But what can I do? I'm just continue to be the normal one.

Just leave me along now... I want it back!
I'll let my friends stay in my heart...
I'll never forget the memories that you bring to me.

P/S:I'm so hungry... Nobody's home now... Gonna eat Maggie after post...

Finally '18'...

2009-04-03T21:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was my big day! A funny, rushing, surprising, and oily birthday!

My 18th birthday was celebrated with my friends, all my friends! YES! Friends!

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Morning>>>
Went to IACT, Yvonne's school with Yvonne. She wanted to take EPF form...
After that, we went Sri Petaling. Thought to have our breakfast with Jun Lim.
So I called him,

me:Hey,where are you now?
JL:At home lo, why leh?
me:Oh, no la, wanna have breakfast with us?
JL:Ok... where are you now?
me:Right outside your house!
JL:What?!

Ya... we gave a surprise to him...

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Afternoon>>>
Went to school for choir, they are going to perform for the Anugerah Day today.
During the practice, they sang Happy Birthday for me.
Ya, the whole choir, at the Dewan Terbuka.
It was so surprise! I was shocked!

After that, we met Jocelyn at school canteen.
Asked her to join us for movie at MidValley.
However, she cant join us.

We wanted to see Confession Of Shopaholic at 4.00pm.
We reached MidValley at 3.55pm.
WTH! What a long queue! Finally, we bought our ticket at 4.17pm.
OMG! The show was started. We rushed, rushed, and rushed!
Finally, sat on our seats, although the show was started 17 minutes ago.

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Night>>>
Went to Restaurant Telephone. Have my birthday dinner with 10+ friends!
Crazy, crazy and crazy!

AHAHHAHAHA!!! Chun seng told some 'yellow' jokes! Damn funny!

Then back to sweet home... and sleep..

WAIT! The story haven end yet!

Before sleep, got some messages too. The late birthday wishes!

END!

Sorry for those that I didn't invite for the dinner, I really cant remember who else I already invited or who I have to invite! Please forgive!

No more walking!

2009-03-29T21:45:00.000-07:00

OH YEAH! Please speak it out, or shout! OH YEAH!

I know this is nothing to make you shout. But it's enough for me to shout whole night!
You know what? I started my driving lesson.

Yeah, last Saturday was my first lesson. 5 hours to sit in air-con room.
Listen to all boring stuff....

The bad things is, the Malay guy and the huge guy who sat beside me, was a smoker.
OMG! I really cannot 'tahan' the smell.
They went out of the room few times in the middle of the talk, for?
For smoke of course! When they came in back again, the smell was enough for me to kill them both!

One more thing, the ..... hm..... I said he's teacher... The teacherasked us to switch off our phone or on silent mode. However, I can hear a lot of ringtones were ringing in the middle of the talk.
OMG! Silent mode please.... It's not only one time, hm.... maybe I can use the word 'always'.

The phone always ring during the talk. Almost ten ppl's phone 'always' ring during the talk.

Don't know they understand BM or not.

During the break time, I ate alone at canteen, and, very fast.
After lunch, back to the room and sat at my place.
I don't really want to talk to the them. B'coz I hate those smoker!

Anyway, I really hope i can study the undang finish then i can take the test!
After that, 6 hours of talk again, and start drive lesson.
Then test! Then P license!
OMG.... cant wait to take that!

Finally...

2009-03-24T08:34:00.000-07:00

OH YEAH! You know what?!
I found the loan for my foundation course! YES!!!!!
FINALLY, after a week of searching,
I finally found it!

It's KOJADI Premier Education Loan Provider .

YEAH!

So my friends out there! Here's the one that I can share with you guys...
But of course there are terms and condition apply....

But somehow.... I'm very happy...

However, the foundation start in July.... OMG.... I'm going to boring like hell....

Updated!

2009-03-17T03:11:00.000-07:00

Finally, updated....

非同凡想

thanks...

Education fair

2009-03-15T00:14:00.000-07:00

Went to education fair 2day.... at MidValley.
Since I decided what course to take, civil engineering,
so I just asked few colleges/universities.

*Kuala Lumpur Infrastructure University College (KLIUC)*
PTPTN loan is not offered for foundation course.
So I don't know what to do as my parents can't afford those fees.
However, it seems like KLIUC is main on engineering, especially civil engineering as they offered master programme for civil engineering.
I like this school. So if I really wan to study at KLIUC, I can take diploma in civil engineering as diploma programmes can apply PTPTN loan.
Of coz I'll take degree after diploma.

*University Tunku Abdul Rahman (UTAR)*
This school not bad. PTPTN loan also can be applied for foundations.
But compared to KLIUC, UTAR is like normal school as it's not a infrastructure school.
And of course, UTAR offered a cheaper fee.
Totally 47k, foundation and degree.

I confused about these both UC/U. I don't know what to choose, I need some time!

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The story begins here,
I was going back after the education fair, so I went to the north court and took a taxi.
It's a chinese taxi driver,
''Taman Sungai Besi!...'' I said to the driver.
''Ok...'' He replied.

When the taxi came to the junction, which can go Jalan Kelang Lama with going straight and to Jalan Istana with turning to the left. *Jalan Kelang Lama is connected to my house area.*
However, the driver turned left! WTH!
I was shocked! I asked the driver,
''Why you choose this road, I thought go straight? ''
''Both road also the same, can go to Taman Sungai Besi. Not must use that road. You should tell me if u wan to use that road!'' He replied loudly!
I was like...WTH!

Well, finally home, and it cost me RM11.00!!!!
WTH!

I speechless, pay himthe go.....

What a bad day!

Disappointing...

2009-03-12T21:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a big day...
Finally... after 3 months of waiting...
I got my SPM result...
however, it's really disappointing me...
Here it is~

BM 4B
BI 2A 5C
MORAL 1A
SJ 6C
MA 1A
MT 2A
PHY 3B
CHEM 4B
BIO 4B
BC 3B
EST 5C

I expect my physics and chinese get A.... haih...
My est also.... sucks like.... SHIT!

When the time I was holding the slip, I started to count....
*1,2,3,4,.......*
WTH! 4 only...... OMG.... I really cant take it.... or face it,.. or accept it....
I don noe wat to do!
My tears wanted to come out from my eyes, I cant control it...
I noe it's not good to cry in front of so many peoples,
but I just cant control myself.

After took my result, then I called my dad,
I wanted to tell him that I got only 4 As.
But... I just cant control myself, I cried till I cant speak out any words.
Finally, I took a deep breath and speak it out,
*Papa, I got 4 As only...~*
My dad know I'm sad about tat...
*never mind la... 4A not bad la...* my dad said in the phone.

Really not in mood, especially when I heard ppl screamed because of the As... the beloved As...
I cant jump with happiness, I cant scream with exciting, I cant 'tears' with my smile...
I taste the bitter of the tears... Really sad.... sad... sad...
Although I did my best... I din get a result that could make my family and my friends proud of it...

I'm sorry, I really did my best...

Thanks my friends for supporting me... I'm touched! Ya... I'll remember what u all said, ''Friends are always by your side..."

Banana Chocolate!

2009-03-02T04:35:00.000-08:00

I'm damn free ytd... And don't know why, my mum bought many banana. =.=''
So I decided to bake a chocolate banana cake! HAHAHAHA!

*put all the ingredients in the mixer... then start baking....*

I don noe why the sponge so dark.... maybe it's because of the cocoa powder!

*After some time...for cooking chocolate... decoration... finallly... done!*
The whole cake.... I'm improving my baking scale! And sorry for pei mun... Coz that chocolate marble cake tat i bake for u, really not that nice...:P forgiv ya?

I cut it... and i ate it! Mmmmm..... Yummy!

Have to wash everything after bake.... haih... hate this process...

Sorry to Hon lean! I lazy to post that tag. Sorry ya! >.<

It's enough!

2009-02-28T01:04:00.000-08:00

Don't ever try to ask me why I didn't go and get a driving license!

I tell you now! Open your eyes and see!
I'm not that rich, or I should said I'm poor!

I don't have enough money to have a driving lesson!
And if I really got that amount of money to get my car license,
then I drive what?!
Do you think a car is cheap?
You know it takes how many months to save money to buy a car?
1 year? 2 year?
Then what for I take my license now! I mean after 1 year time, i think i couldn't drive at all even though i got a car. B'coz I've forgotten most of the things!

So can i take my car license when I afford to buy a car? Can I?

Please... I'm not asking you to understand me! Just leave it to me!
I'm sorry to tell this: This is non of your business!

I'm not trying to tease you! Everyone has their own opinion!
Please respect me!

I'm not from a rich family, but I cant say that I come from a poor family.
I'm a normal person. Normal than the normal!

OMG! I forgot that I had a blog! =.='

2009-02-15T22:23:00.000-08:00

Yoyo, everyone! I'm back! HAHAHAH! I had my holiday *escaping from blogging* for 1 month! And now is the time to continue!

So sorry to all my friends! :P

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Ok... let's talk about how I spent my CNY holidays.
It was terrible! I hang out everyday during the new year seasons! Seriously, it was so tiring!

The 1st day, out with my family to get Angpau! As more as I could!

The 2nd day, out with family too. Although my grandparents were not here anymore, we still went back to hometown as my aunties and uncles were still living there! At night, hang out with Yvonne, Jun Lim, Ivan, Moon Ting. Of course! To get angpaus!

The 3rd day, out with friends! Watched CNY movie, All's Well End's Well *Hope the name is correct!*. After movie, went to Wesley's house to 'play' cards! Ya... hope you'll understand what is 'play'!

The 4th day, out with Sabah Lou and Jia Ern, just for karaoke! Sang for 3 hours then I back, as i really tired! =.=

The 5th day, out with family again. To get more and more angpaus! HAHAHAHAHA! *evil laugh*

The 6th day, out with friends. Karaoke again. =.=....

The 7th day, OMG I hate this day! According to chinese calendar, this day is birthday for everyone! BUT! I forgot about this! I went out wiht my friends because I wanted to get angpaus. And I missed the dinner with my family and my cousin's family! OMG!

The 1st week of CNY, out everyday.

I forgot which day I went out, so i just skip it!

On 15th day, which is the last day of CNY. Went Genting highlands with family. We stayed for a night!

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The Valentine's day! Went out with all single friends! Boycott all the couples! HAHAHAHAA! Anyway, watced a stupid movie on that day, Eden Lake. Pointless to watch this! I felt that I've been cheated by the GSC! >.<

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I'm working on the songs for my X-school choir. I've done 'the lion sleeps tonight' for them yesteday. However, I don noe what else to do on the second song, I mean for the second part of the song. *It's a medley song, which the 1st part is 'the lion sleeps tonight.' But I don noe what song to put on the second part.*
Aiyoyo., maybe Ice Kacang? Or My Girl? or Man In The Mirror? Or any other songs? HELP! >.<

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You change your mind, like a gilr changes clothes!

Birthday celebration

2009-01-10T19:47:00.000-08:00

It was a surprise and unplanned birthday celebration for Chun Seng.
He called a lot of his friends, and he said just for a dinner.
I really did not know why he did this. :P
However, only 8 of us, Wai Kit, Wai Meng, Lip Yong, Lup Meng, Fei Sin, Cai Wai, himself and I,went for the dinner at Star Village, OUG.

Yup, western food,which means all kind of chops and sticks. XD

Wai Kit fetched me from my house, on the way to the restaurant, we (there were only Wai Kit, Lip Yong, and me in the car) suddenly had an idea to celebrate his birthday. So we went to King's and bought a cake.

It was considered surprise because he did not know about the cake. He was blur about the cake, because he was kept asking, How to cut?!

After the dinner, we started our unplanned journey. We discussed where to go at the car park place. After 5+ minutes of discussion, we decided to go Putra Jaya. For what? For taking photos! And of course, most of us didn't went there before. The time was already 9.30+ p.m. We were really brave enough.

We went the wrong way always in Putra Jaya, as Chun Seng didn't know well the road there. And finally, we reached the most beautiful and most people place, the mosque.

We had to rush with the time, as it was already 11.00p.m.. OMG! So we quickly start the car engine, and back.

We, wai kit, fei sin, lip yong, and I used the wrong road, because we followed the sign HOSPITAL SERDANG. However, we finally in the right way, and back to the sweet home. I back at around 12.

This really was a excited and funny 'tour'.

I hope Chun Seng will never forget this unforgetable birthday. Haha. Wish him can be the best architecture in Malaysia.

2 'zero' 0 'nine'

2008-12-31T00:05:00.000-08:00

Few more hours later, it will be a brand new page of my life.
Look back at 2008, this year was really a great year.

I've faced some new challenges, made some new friends,
all the things that I've been through, were great!

I learned 'how's friend important in real life';
I fight with my friends, I cared my friends,
I hurt my friends, I loved my friends.

Thanks to my class, 5 science 3 '08.
We all were so unity, we worked as a team!
It brought me a lot of sweet memories!
I'll appreciate.

Goodbye, 2008!
'You' brought so many happiness to me,
of course some sadness too.
I love 2008! The year which is the best!

Hello, 2009!
I'm looking forward to 'you'.
There will be a brand new life page for me!
May the happiness come to me as usual!
May my friends stay healthy and beautiful or handsome!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Career Test

2008-12-28T20:58:00.000-08:00

Career Inventory Test Results

Extroversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	60%
Emotional Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Altruism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	40%
Inquisitiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%

You are an Executive, possible professions include - program designer, attorney, administrator, office manager, chemical engineer, sales manager, logistics consultant, franchise owner, new business developer, personnel manager, investment banker, labor relations, management trainer, credit investigator, mortgage broker, corporate team trainer, environmental engineer, biomedical engineer, business consultant, educational consultant, personal financial planner, network integration specialist, media planner/buyer.

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Well, I am partially agree with the test. Hm... 40% la...
Anyway, still confusing about the course.
I think I'll stop thinking about it,
just wait for my result. :P

Fei Sin's birthday

2008-12-26T04:36:00.000-08:00

Venue: Fei Sin's house
Date: 20 Dec 08 *actual birthday:30 Dec 08*
Lazy to talk.... see from the photo....then you all will know.

2 years already...

2008-12-24T07:41:00.000-08:00

Two years?
Yes! I was blogging for 2 years already.
It was so fast. Time was an evil!

I see back what I've been posted for the past two years.
It was funny as my English really sucks.
Much more better than now compared to 2 years ago, at least.

I was touched, when I saw the previous post.
Really! Thanks Yvonne, even though I know u din view my blog often.
Yvonne did supported me to blog! Because she said my blog was funny.
But I think 'funny' is not suitable to describe my blog now...
Thanks to Chi Hou, Melc, Tsing Yie and Moon Ting too...
You guys always view my blog at the beginning of my blogging life.

And....
2day is Chirstmas.
so.....

MERRY CHRISTMAS! MERRY CHRISTMAS! MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Always remember what is the true meaning of friends.
The true meaning of friends is giving support to each other,
no matter a small little things, or a big huge problem.
*in my opinion*

REMEMBER!

Photos -> Pangkor Island Trip

2008-12-20T18:18:00.000-08:00

Day 1
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The view from the bus. *on the way to Gua Tempurung*

The first lunch of the trip.

Waiting for the ferry. =.=''

Coming out of the ferry.

After came out from the ferry, we go to our apartment by these pinky vans.

The lobby is full of us! =.=''

On the way to our apartment.

Day 2
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The 'don noe wat place'. Take some crazy photo.

This is another crazy photo. What we were actually doing?!

Went to this temple too.

They all are wishing to have a rich husband! :P

The group photo in front of the temple.

She is emo-ing. Luckily I took this, the nice sence.

Feh Fan at the beach!

The carol. First time! I touched it, so geli!

The sea urchin. First time see it nearly. O.o

Playing beach volleyball beside the sunset.

The sunset.

All in the apartment and rest after playing around. But they sleep at 5.30am! Don't know what they play.=.=''

Day 3
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Took our last breakfast in pangkor at this village.

On the way back in ferry.

Say goodbye to the village.

I'm so sad about leaving Pangkor.

Lumut jetty. Time to get into the bus and..... home!

She went crazy with playing the starfruit!

It's time to say byebye!

Pangkor Island Trip

2008-12-17T20:00:00.000-08:00

-15 Dec 08-
Woke up at 5 because we had to reach school before 6.
Firstly,
we went to the took breakfast, then we went to Gua Tempurung after that.
It was a challenging event. We went into the 'gua' for 3 hours.
Inside, we saw different shapes of stone. Ex., cat, jelly fish, human, and so on.
Walked on the water or river or something, as long as it was the water in the 'gua'.
Some places were very narrow (I hope I use the correct word), we had to lie on the ground to cross that places. There was one place the we had to slide down. Damn dangerous.
When I saw the sunlight from the outside, I felt very excited because we had finally found the exit.

Continue our 'journey', took lunch after we bath at the 'gua' place. (Of course the toilet there. We all were dirty when got out of the 'gua'.)

Finally reached Lumut Jetty, and took ferry to the Pangkor Island.

We went to our apartment from the jetty by the pink coloured van there. Damn cute. Took a rest at apartment, then went for our sucks 'barbecue dinner'. *we just had to wait for the food come as we cannot barbecue ourselves.* We played till middle of the night at our apartment and sleep.

-16 Dec 08-
Went to the places at Pangkor Island by pink van. Took a lot of photos, buy a lot of things there.
Then, it was the time for our beach time. Before we go for snorkelling, the boys played volleyball while waiting for the girls.

Went for boat trip around the island, scream and shout everywhere. Finally, it was the time to snorkelling. Cant saw the things clearly as the sea water was not clear enough. But I still saw some fishes, beautiful fishes. And lots of stone too...=.=''

After that, played around the beach. then to the swimming pool.

They wanted to play non-stop for this night. However, I 'beh tahan' adi, so I slept at around 3am but they slept aroung 5.30am.

-17 Dec 08-
We started 'journey to the home' at 9am. Early right?

We reached KL around 6. Then my friends and I went to had a drink at Ajimal Mamak to chit chat. Some girls cried and I did not know why?! I went back at after 30 minutes.
Ended this trip with voice ''BYE BYE!''

Bye bye Pangkor Island!

A tiring day

2008-12-14T05:04:00.000-08:00

-13 Dec 08-
Went for education fair at Mid Valley on that day. Reach there at about 11am. Start the 'journey' with Wai Kit, Fei Sin and Li Chang. But Wai Kit and I separated with the girls after visited some colleges. Nothing to say about this... Because it's all about the same. I was looking for the Engineering and Music. By the way, my dad doesn't support me to take Music since this course doesn't have much jobs.

I asked for many information from the colleges, however, I hope I can study in University. So I was only asking for Degrees courses. International College Of Music (ICOM) was good! The course was all about comtemporary music! But it cost RM100,000 to finish it. Ya, I din't mention wrongly, it's a hundred thousand dollars.

After the education fair, Li Chang said want to get JJ Lim's signature. So we went to Sungai Wang. On the way to there, we take KTM, LRT. Unfortunenately, it was raining, so we were forced to take Monorail KL. And finally, got JJ Lim's signature.
And I took some pictures too. After that we went to Low Yat Plaza since Fei Sin wants to buy some phone accesorries.

Finally, it was to go back. So we walked back to Sungai Wang and then to LRT then to KTM and MV. Then go back with Wai Kit's car.

Walau... damn tiring.

Sorry to Yvonne and Karen, for not joining the dinner.

What am I suppose to do?

2008-12-09T04:39:00.000-08:00

Something that has past, please forget it.

Almost two weeks after SPM, I've done something.
A trip, sports, shopping, sleep, buy books, read books ......

Well, the most important thing is to think,
and choose the best path for myself.

Should I go Form 6?
Should I go college?
Should I go university straight away? *Ex. UTAR

If I'm going to take Form 6;
What subjects should I take?
Where should I take Form 6?
Seri Sentosa? Victoria?

If I'm going to college;
What course should I take?
Which college should I choose?
Which kind of loan should I take?

If I'm going to University straight away;
What course should I take?
What results should I have?
What scholarship that I can take?

Although there are some useles questions,
I'm still do not know how to choose!
Civil Engineering?
Biomedical Engineering?
or
Materials and Manufacturing Engineering?

Maybe
Diploma in Music?
Business?
or
IT?

OMG!
Some more I've been chosen to follow the national service.
Haih... I'm in trouble.
Confuse and blur.
Helpless and aimless.

Genting trip

2008-12-06T05:15:00.000-08:00

The five crazy peoples!

Event :A trip to Genting Highland
Date :3rd December 2008 and 4th December 2008
Time :We took bus at 9.00am, so we reach KL Central at about 8.00am

It was 6.00am! My phone alarm wok me up. And, I gave a morning call to Yvonne to woke her up after I did. I reached Karen's place at about 6.45am, Yvonne was waiting for me to go in together. Choy Meng arrived too at 7.ooam, and so Ann Na was waiting for us since she was going to fetch us to the KTM station. Went Ann Na's house with 'do not know what reason' and finally we were at Tasik Selatan KTM station. Went K

L Central with KTM and had breakfast there (McDonald again. =.='') because we had a lot of time.

We made sure that we had already ''buang air seni'' then got into the bus. The bus started to 'run' at about 9.05am. It took 1 hour and 10+ minutes to reach Genting Highlands. And I was bored so I took some aimless photos and listened to my MP3.

I took this in the bus to show the fog.

10.11am, we finally reached there. And for sure, we quickly went to the First World Hotel to check in. On the way to the lobby, we went toilet, again.
It was decorated by a lot of light bulbs, so nice! I can't stop 'shoting',with my phone camera!

The sign for the First World Hotel toilet. Took this while waiting others to come out from the toilet.

A Christmas decoration on the hotel lobby.

We took the number, 2045. And we looked at the board, it was only 1o10. WTH! We had to wait for 100+ people to finish their check in. So we decided to walk around in the Time Square. *The First Worls Plaza also called Time Square* There was a exhibition about China on the centre court. AND! I saw this tradisional instrument. In Chinese, it was called 'Tao Di', I'm sorry that I don't know the English name. Did it looked nice and cute? It was small, and I asked for the price.
I was shocked when I heard that. It cost RM 69.90! WTH! And that was the cheapest one. T.T So I gave up to but it. But I really love this thing, so I asked for permission to let me take a photo with it.

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RM69.90! T.T

We went back to the lobby to check the number. The board shown 1019. WTH! Well, we decided to play first. The first game we played was Spinner. I did not played it as I felt dangerous.
We took 30+ minutes to play the first game. After that, we went back to lobby to check in. Finally we got our room. Put all our things inside and rush to the Theme Park again.

We played not so much games. Since we had to queue and it wasted out time. This is the games that we played. Check it out!

The "Pirates something". Not that irritate but fun. Because we all 'shiock sendiri' and screamed loudly.

The Kart. And we were asked to wear this because we had to wear helmet.
(Helmet maybe dirty.)

We had our lunch at Hai Nan Restaurant. It 'took' us RM100.

We waited for 1 hour + and finally we had rided this. It was so irritate, and I forgot how to scream when the moment which falling down. It stopped at the top for ten seconds and will 'drop' suddenly. (We did count the time when we were waiting.) When we were up there, I started to count, 1, 2, 3, ... 9, it dropped! I hadnot ready yet! AH!!!!

At midnight, we went Starbucks. I ordered Signatures Hot Chocolate.

Skipped for the what we were doing in the hotel after that. Because we all went crazy.

In the next morning, we had our breakfast at Old Town White Coffee. And bla.. bla... bla... Eventually, we had no other things to do. So we decided to wait the time to pass at McDonald.
We slept there. Hm...maybe me only.?

ZZZZzzzZZzZzZZZzZZz

They were doing something important! Which it 'WAIT'!

Finally, that is the time to godown the hill. Left Genting by Cable car. Then took bus to KL Central. Then went home with KTM.

Took in the cable car. This is my first time to sit in the cable car! XD

And.... that was the end of the trip! Back home, and sleep like a pig!

Please wait for it.

2008-12-04T21:36:00.000-08:00

Wow..... came back form Genting yesterday.
Reached home around 2030.
Really a crazy trip with crazy ppl doing crazy things.
I'm so sorry coz i cant explain much here about the trip.
Since I cant upload my photos in my phone right now.
And some photos still with Ann na.
It's not interesting without photos.
So please wait for it!

All about genting trip on next post!

Here are some the photos in my camera>>>

We had our breakfast at KL Central.

The Spinner

They were ready but not me. I'm not playing.

The view from hotel.

Byebye

2008-12-01T19:50:00.000-08:00

"Bye bye, my friends;
bye bye, my school;
bye bye, my teachers;
bye bye, my choir team;
bye bye, to my secondary and high school life."

Although we have to say 'bye bye' to all the things, included the love and beloved,
all will keep in my heart, until the ending of my life!

To all my friends,
Do not feel sad! (Although I do.)
Because we're not separating,
our souls are still in our friends heart!
Friends are living in out heart!

End of my secondary life, time to my tertiary life!
A brand new environment, brand new friends,
brand new teachers or brand new life style!
However, our heart will remain unchanged!

Please say goodbye to the past,
please say welcome to the future.
Nobody can stay at certain stage for a long time!
Please accept the changes!
This is the gate to the world outside!

Don't forget to read my blog often,
because I gonna miss u all.
Leave the warmest comment to me,
will be the strongest support!

Promise me, do not forget me, the fat bouncy rice!
I'll never forget you all!

Especially 5sc3,

the sweetest memory!

Thanks, to all my friends.
Thanks for being my friends.
I promise will not forget you all!

BYE BYE!

~*I almost cry when I was writing this post.*~

Set me free!

2008-11-27T06:48:00.000-08:00

OMG! Free from SPM! Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn exciting!
I'm going to scream for my life!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Last two days-
When I step my right leg into the school compound,
I feel like, something complicate.
Which means I should be happy since this is the last day of exam!
However, this is also the last day in Saujana!
I mean I cant see my friends that often anymore,
maybe will not see them anymore!

I had EST today, when I finish my last sentence for the essay,
my mouth moves upwards.
Yeah! I smile in my heart! I'm really happy!
Unexplainable feeling!

-Yesterday-
The 1st day of the holidays! Spent it with my fellows guys! And one girl, Fei Sin.
A whole day with sports! 'Song' ah!
Unluckily my leg twisted again.
But not very serious, still can walk anyway.

-3 Dec & 4 Dec-
OMG! Cant wait to see that... er.. I mean I hope it faster come.
You know why? (I dont noe of course! Say la!)
I'm going to Genting Highlands with 4 crazy persons.
Karen... Ann Na... Yvonne... Choy Meng...
It will be fun! Jealous?

-8 Dec-
An outing with girls to celebrate someone's birthday.
Will going to have a K-room and sing inside.
Hm... still not confirm yet since I'm still haven't decide to go or not.

-15 Dec & 16 Dec & 17 Dec-
Wow! My year end trip! Going to Pangkor Island!
Must be a lot of fun.
RM300 for 3 days 2 nights. Quite cheap actually.
Will go Gua Tempurung (I hope I spelled it correctly. :P) before we go to have ferry.

Happy Holidays everyone!