边界

一年才一天的主角，有些人，自然会有别人给，别人陪。
而我，总是求别人陪，求别人给。

到底是我平时对别人太差，还是我太在乎？

我想应该是我已到了边界，寂寞边界。

此时此刻

没有了我的围绕，希望你能走过去。

没有了我的陪伴，希望你能克服它。

没有了从前日子，希望你未来幸福。

没有了往日誓言，希望你承诺将来。


最后的最后，我还是多么的自私，
想在你身边陪你熬过今夜。

大结局

好吧，这就是大结局了！

作为朋友该做的，我做了。

我对得起自己，对得起良心。

也说声谢谢，因为我上了宝贵的一课。

这次，就连我自己也觉得很笨。

良心？以后不会有这戏码。

我的世界，就只有我。

Happy birthday to myself

The time has finally bring my 22th birthday away. 

This year, not surprisingly had the same experience like last year.

Firstly, thanks to Jason, Choon Eng, Seah and Pomelo for accompanying me on last Saturday. Thanks for being at my side. Well, I'm really sorry to said that isn't celebrating anything, this is the reason I paid back the Starbucks drink. I'm happy you guys willing to spent your time with me, but honestly I did not feel warm instead, cold. 

Thanks for the hug. 

Kinda disappointing Mr. L and Ms. Y did not notice my special day. 

Next year, I would not expecting anything. Because it will only makes me down.

Ciaoz~

Soon be at an end.

I knew it but I never wanted it. 

I'm gonna miss you so much. 

Came from different place, and will go to a further place.

We are considered not much communicate between us especially using mobiles. When it finally ends, the only way to connect us is the mobile or internet. Lesser and lesser topic between us, lesser and lesser conversation we will have.

It's a compulsory stage in life, I must go through it. 

However, I am really tired. Tired of missing someone. Why everyone I cared is going out of my life so quickly and easily?! 

Maybe I should stop asking why. 

I will appreciate so much the day I have with you. Hopefully it will be a beautiful memory in my life.

又一次的心碎

就真的连“好朋友”都不可以吗？

我感受到的，就只有萍水相逢而已。

好想离开这里，

我好辛苦，好不想活得这样。

可以离开吗？

离开了，就真的忘了吗？

为什么我已付出我所有，得到的就只值得一句“再见”吗？

我的强颜欢笑，不是理所当然。

我好想哭。

真的真的，好想哭。

这样的时候，又有谁会停留在我心中，

陪我度过这难熬的夜晚。

我好讨厌自己。

就连我都讨厌我，更别说其他人。

我好模糊，

就连一个认识快十年的朋友，都对我完全不了解。

我好失败，

就连一个平时对我来说普通的考试，都考得一塌糊涂。

我求求天，

让他离开我的世界，要不就我离开，

还我一个开心又爽朗的自己。

我，期待着那天的到来。

是错吗？

有这样的想法是错误的吗？

渴望被爱，渴望关心，是罪过吗？

爱情世界里，爱与被爱真的不能成正比？

难道要她明白真的困难？

友情世界里，真心的付出不一定能的到真心的关怀？

难道要他明白真的困难？

我的世界里，是我想太多还是别人不想懂？

不是，都不是。而是我给自己第二次希望，但却又领悟得太迟。

惟有改变自己，从内到外。彻底的改变，彻底的领悟。

The saddest thing ever

is no one can actually talk with you deep inside, and have to express it out through blogger. Yeah, that's sad but that's fine.

Night peeps.

What is my price?

"Seems like everybody got a price..." sang by Jessie-J.

So, what is mine? How much?

The value of oneself has to be judged by other people. How important you are, cannot simply said by yourself but others who think you are the important one.

But, do you really want to have a price? I mean people see your personality after the price. Yeah, that is what is going on in the community nowadays, but would you want it to happen in your private or personal community life?

Everyone is born to be something. That is the most important fact in our life. No one can be simply replaced.

I hope everyone in this world, can be whatever they are born to be.

Do not think you are better than me, I will make you a surprise one day.

Too much

Too much about friendship.

It's time for me to go back to my family.

Love? I'm so afraid to be hurt.