Fear

I'm currently facing my biggest problem since my diploma course started.

I'm in the examination week now,
and waiting for the last two papers which the troubles are.

It is the same lecturer for this two subjects, and this is the worst part.
The way of lecturing is really "beh tahan".

And now the finals come, I worried about that very much.

Well, maybe you guys would say, "go find books in library or just study yourself."
I knew this way and this way didn't work on me.

My way of study is 90% during the class.
That means I can't skip any classes because this will bring me some troubles.

However, I've no choice.
I have to carry all on my own, as I'm actually a "library" to my friends.

I hope everything will be fine!

Wish me luck!

I hate you, Miss Haslina!

No angry.

Well, that's what I told me myself nowadays.

Some one told me,

"Angry, is punishing yourself just because of others fault."

So true.

When someone is doing wrong things to you, why you have to angry? It's not your fault!

Haha! And that's the way to make myself better whenever I'm on fire.

Just to share this here with you guys as I think this is really useful and true!

Enjoy your life, my friends!

I don't understand.

I really don't understand.
I never expect a 3 days trip with friends will be this hard.

Just ignore me kay?
As long as I'm safe, I'll be back.
No drugs no smoke no gangsterism.
No sex no kiss.

I'm seriously not a kid anymore.
I've listened to you all the time,
so why don't you set me free for 3 days?

I hope there will be a good news for me later.
0% will happen.

Bye~

Today is not my day.

I tried to study all, and yes, I studied all.
I tried to understand all, and yes, I understood all.
But I couldn't get a single mark for my test today.

Since last two year, I told myself, I can't take it anymore, so I must do better.

Anyway,

I just do not know what's going wrong today, or should I say everyday?

I seldom get any action supports from my friends.
I knew the reason and I understood.
But I'm just a human, not clown.

I need someone to talk with me.
I need to express my feeling, either sad or happy.
But I'm so clear about that, this seldom happen.

I knew my friends are just kidding sometimes.
Well, they always do.
But just too much.

Fish will die just because too much of food.
It's the same case here.

I just hope that,
me, for you guys is not a tool of expressing yourself.
I'll be very happy if you don't.

I'm just too looking forward to my new lifestyle.

Speak at your own risk.

If you said that you're going to do something.
But at the end, you did nothing.
Then why you still wan to say it with no action.

Just a very common example,
Mummy and daddy promise their children that they are going to bring him to the fun fair, but at the end, the child can only cry in the house.
Why the parents want to promise something that they couldn't do?

Just imagine,
your friends tell you that,
"Next week go movie! This time must go!"
Okay. But what's next?
You'll receive a call or sms a day before the movie day,
"I couldn't make it, I used up my money."

So, what's the point?

I really cannot understand people speak without thinking the effect, no matter effect on others or him/herself.

In Cantonese, "放飞机", or "fong fei kei".

Try to keep your promises.

If you cannot make sure you ok or not? Just say "not sure".
At least others will not angry for your last minute call.

PLEASE~ As a 21st century people, please be civilized!

Make troubles to others can be trouble for yourself.

Brotherhood

Few years ago, I'm still in secondary school. During that time, friendship is the most important thing to me.
I started to care about people around me.

Maybe it's because of my family background. I have two elder sisters, and I don't have brothers. I always jealous of those who has brother.

So, I always treat my friends out there (especially close buddies) as my brother.
I know it's lame but it's true.

However,

Everyone have their own life!
Recently,
I feel that, they are getting further from me.
I'm not sad,
but
helpless.

有人相识满天下，无奈知己有几何？

A Tiring Friday

What a tiring day. A day full of classes.

Can you imagine the how tired are you if you study from 10.30am until 10.00pm with 2 breaks time. Total the break time is 3 hours.

OMG!

Doubled Geology classes Today! DAMN! 10.30am - 12.30pm, and 8.oopm - 10.00pm.

I HATE GEOLOGY~!

Kay, it's time for me to end here. Blogging during class? AHAHHAAH!

Thomas Cup 2010

Malaysia Thomus Cup national team has just lost their ticket to the final.
Hm... Of course it was upset.

Anyway, that's the truth and we have to face and accept it.

Just wanted to tell Malaysia team here,
"No matter what, Malaysian will always support Malaysia! Forget about the past, and now, move forward to the next Thomus Cup and Olympic next two years! MALAYSIA BOLEH!"

After the semifinal match, I can conclude that, China is going to grab both cups!

I just can't let myself like this!

OMG~ I found that I become lazier and lazier. =.=''

Although there's a test on this Saturday, I don't even touch the notes yet!

WHY?

Hm... answer is lazy... LOL~

Haih... I've really no mood to study~ ARGH~

Short post today, because I'm lazy.... XD

I hate short semester.

I really do.
Everything have to rush.
Have to times my speed by 2.

Assignments and quiz/tests in a short time. OMG~

HOW TO STUDY GEOLOGY?

I need a A for this... PLEASE~~~~

Mostly is because of the lecturer, she don't want keywords only, but explain the key words with geology knowledge. DAMN LA~

Haih... Luckily, the other subjects are still in my control.

I really hope I can handle the geology test which held on this Saturday! Wish me luck!