fragments of memory

I have nothing to do. I'm not that free actually, just try to escape from the books.
I sit right in the middle of my living room. My eyes stare at the fan, and I start to 'emo'.
Something flash in my brain...

FORM 1
Ya, I remembered when I was form 1, I'm so happy when I hang with my 1 Amanah classmate. We play badminton together, and try to go to the school as early as we could for playing badminton. The smile on our faces, was so innocent, as innocent as a new-born babe. I miss those days, when we're all together.

FORM 2
Hm... this year was a beautiful year. As you all know, I became a prefect on this year, because of this, I made a lot of new friends, my prefect's life started here. Besides, I remembered that our History teacher, Pn Masitah. Haha, we're evil students, us the whole class always make noise during her class, in other words, we're not listening to her at all, except 3 good students in the class.

FORM 3
This year was hard for me, because all my friends different class. And I have to face PMR on that year. Wow, so stress! We hanged out also sometimes but not that often. I was in the good class, so all the teachers are giving us stress. I'm not happy on that year, but it's still over, and i done my best for my PMR, I got 4 A's.

FORM 4
Ow... this year was so funny, it's considered honey-moon year! All my happiness came back to me. All the teachers are so relax in teaching, automatically we'll relax ourselves la... Haha! Anyway, unhappy things happened also. It really hurts me! Really! My heart was bleeding. I have no other choices and have to face the unhappiness.

Well, I'm really really hope that this year will be the perfect year among my school life! All the good memories only, and all my friends!

~THE END~

Starting point

Where is my starting point... The point where I should start.
The point where I should throw everything away...
The point where I should stop my happiness...
The point where I should get my mood back...
THE POINT WHERE I SHOULD GET MY ASS SIT IN FRONT OF TABLE AND GET MY HEAD INTO THE SPM STUDY!

Well, I hate that point, I hope it never comes to me...
Anyway, that's just a hope, and I have to face it, to face the reality.
SPM IS ON THE WAY.... THIS IS THE REALITY!
I am pushing away the point! I am trying to escape from the point!
I'M TRYING TO CHEAT MYSELF, SPM WILL NEVER COME!
Unluckily, it'll not happen.

So now, I have to stop whatever I'm doing right now.
To reach the point, to prepare for the nightmare!
Every night before I sleep, I close my eyes,
tell myself that, SPM IS NOTHING!

SPM IS COMING SOON!

AA Batteries

Yeah... I got this.
For Photography competition third place!
Yeap!!! 2 Kodak branded AA batteries!
I am so jealous...
B'coz the 1st and 2nd prizes was TRIPOD!
A camera tripod stand! OMG!!! I need tat!!!!
Chris... Sharlene... exchange with me please....

deepest of heart

I want to be a good one;
I want to be a friendly one;
I want to be a lovely one,
and I'm trying my best.

He wants me to be an unrestrained one;
She wants me to be a careful one;
They want me to be a stronger one,
and I'm doing my best.

I am a good one, when I walk with you;
I am a friendly one, when I sit with you;
I am a lovely one, when I talk with you;
I can be my best, when I with you.

I'm not a perfect one,
you hurt my heart,
when you say this to me,
but I never cry,
because,
he asked me to be a unrestrained one;
she asked me to be a careful one;
and they asked me to be stronger.

Yes!
I love you!
And I know,
it is never too late,
to be what I might have been.

PJ Hilton is hell...

''Ring... Ring....'' Ops, that's my phone alarm!
I look at the clock, it's 6.30.
I wake up, then brush my teeth, wash my face.
And go to 'pay water bill'.
I look at the clock again, it's 6.50.
OMG, so early, so, i decided to do my last practice.
I turn on the silence pedal, and then start my earliest practice.
I play it very soft, hm... till no sound at all.
And the songs wake my sisters up.
I cook a Maggie mee, eat it in front of TV.
it's 7.30 now, so i prepare my things before I change my shirt.
I walk out with my sister and wait for my cousin's car,
(she said she can fetch me ma...)
Listen to the morning crew,
when I get into the car.
OMG!!! Traffic jam!!! A huge traffic jam!
We've been trapped in the jam for one hour and 15 minutes.
Finally, we reached HILTON HOTEL.
We say goodbye to my cousin,
and I rushing into the hotel with my sister,
because, it's already 9.30!
(My exam time is about 10.10 and
I suppose to go there about one hour before the exam start.)
So, I considered late.
Go into the lobby, and straight to the lift.
Wait! i don noe which floor is the examination floor!
Luckily, got i auntie and her son oso come for exam,
so i juz follow them.
Wait in the waiting room after registered my name with the worker.
It was cool, my fingers become ice-cream.
Maybe because of panic, coz my sister din feel cool.
''Tham Feh Fan! Your turn!'' the worker 'shout softly' in the waiting room.
She brings me to the room,the examination room.
I open the door, and I saw a women sitting inside,
I think she came from England.
I noe her name was 'Nicole'. (Saw her profile in the waiting room.)
''Good morning!'' Wow, she have a beautiful voice,
and it makes me more nervous.
She start to asked SCALES. I played it safely.
Then i start my three pieces. After that is sight reading.
I play it well too, i think. Then, is my worst part come.
The aural section. She asked me to stand beside the piano.
And she comes in front of the piano.
She started to play. My heart also started to beat faster and faster,
and eventually the fastest.
She asked me some question about the pieces,
and I answer it clearly, and I noe I was wrong for certain question.
Finally, this exam comes to an end.
And, she said 'thank you! Bye~' to me.
And I don noe why, i said 'Have a nice day!' to her.
I don noe why i said this, it's juz come out from my mouth.
When i was walking out the room,
I've made a conclusion,
She had a good pronunciation... compared to the COW!!!!
Haha!!!

Sorry ya.... long story, however, thanks for reading!!!!