Money did everything.

Well, I really think money can buy everything in this world.

"Money cannot buy happy?"
Don't tell me you're sad because you have money.

"Money cannot buy relationship?"
You're wrong! Money can!
Because of money, friends can be enemy.
Because of money, Lover can be stranger.
Trust me, because I saw the true cases.

Hey everyone,
just remember,
what we need the first, is the fulfill of our heart.
Enjoy the love then only the money.

Take care~

Fear

I'm currently facing my biggest problem since my diploma course started.

I'm in the examination week now,
and waiting for the last two papers which the troubles are.

It is the same lecturer for this two subjects, and this is the worst part.
The way of lecturing is really "beh tahan".

And now the finals come, I worried about that very much.

Well, maybe you guys would say, "go find books in library or just study yourself."
I knew this way and this way didn't work on me.

My way of study is 90% during the class.
That means I can't skip any classes because this will bring me some troubles.

However, I've no choice.
I have to carry all on my own, as I'm actually a "library" to my friends.

I hope everything will be fine!

Wish me luck!

I hate you, Miss Haslina!

No angry.

Well, that's what I told me myself nowadays.

Some one told me,

"Angry, is punishing yourself just because of others fault."

So true.

When someone is doing wrong things to you, why you have to angry? It's not your fault!

Haha! And that's the way to make myself better whenever I'm on fire.

Just to share this here with you guys as I think this is really useful and true!

Enjoy your life, my friends!

I don't understand.

I really don't understand.
I never expect a 3 days trip with friends will be this hard.

Just ignore me kay?
As long as I'm safe, I'll be back.
No drugs no smoke no gangsterism.
No sex no kiss.

I'm seriously not a kid anymore.
I've listened to you all the time,
so why don't you set me free for 3 days?

I hope there will be a good news for me later.
0% will happen.

Bye~

Today is not my day.

I tried to study all, and yes, I studied all.
I tried to understand all, and yes, I understood all.
But I couldn't get a single mark for my test today.

Since last two year, I told myself, I can't take it anymore, so I must do better.

Anyway,

I just do not know what's going wrong today, or should I say everyday?

I seldom get any action supports from my friends.
I knew the reason and I understood.
But I'm just a human, not clown.

I need someone to talk with me.
I need to express my feeling, either sad or happy.
But I'm so clear about that, this seldom happen.

I knew my friends are just kidding sometimes.
Well, they always do.
But just too much.

Fish will die just because too much of food.
It's the same case here.

I just hope that,
me, for you guys is not a tool of expressing yourself.
I'll be very happy if you don't.

I'm just too looking forward to my new lifestyle.

Speak at your own risk.

If you said that you're going to do something.
But at the end, you did nothing.
Then why you still wan to say it with no action.

Just a very common example,
Mummy and daddy promise their children that they are going to bring him to the fun fair, but at the end, the child can only cry in the house.
Why the parents want to promise something that they couldn't do?

Just imagine,
your friends tell you that,
"Next week go movie! This time must go!"
Okay. But what's next?
You'll receive a call or sms a day before the movie day,
"I couldn't make it, I used up my money."

So, what's the point?

I really cannot understand people speak without thinking the effect, no matter effect on others or him/herself.

In Cantonese, "放飞机", or "fong fei kei".

Try to keep your promises.

If you cannot make sure you ok or not? Just say "not sure".
At least others will not angry for your last minute call.

PLEASE~ As a 21st century people, please be civilized!

Make troubles to others can be trouble for yourself.

Brotherhood

Few years ago, I'm still in secondary school. During that time, friendship is the most important thing to me.
I started to care about people around me.

Maybe it's because of my family background. I have two elder sisters, and I don't have brothers. I always jealous of those who has brother.

So, I always treat my friends out there (especially close buddies) as my brother.
I know it's lame but it's true.

However,

Everyone have their own life!
Recently,
I feel that, they are getting further from me.
I'm not sad,
but
helpless.

有人相识满天下，无奈知己有几何？

A Tiring Friday

What a tiring day. A day full of classes.

Can you imagine the how tired are you if you study from 10.30am until 10.00pm with 2 breaks time. Total the break time is 3 hours.

OMG!

Doubled Geology classes Today! DAMN! 10.30am - 12.30pm, and 8.oopm - 10.00pm.

I HATE GEOLOGY~!

Kay, it's time for me to end here. Blogging during class? AHAHHAAH!

Thomas Cup 2010

Malaysia Thomus Cup national team has just lost their ticket to the final.
Hm... Of course it was upset.

Anyway, that's the truth and we have to face and accept it.

Just wanted to tell Malaysia team here,
"No matter what, Malaysian will always support Malaysia! Forget about the past, and now, move forward to the next Thomus Cup and Olympic next two years! MALAYSIA BOLEH!"

After the semifinal match, I can conclude that, China is going to grab both cups!

I just can't let myself like this!

OMG~ I found that I become lazier and lazier. =.=''

Although there's a test on this Saturday, I don't even touch the notes yet!

WHY?

Hm... answer is lazy... LOL~

Haih... I've really no mood to study~ ARGH~

Short post today, because I'm lazy.... XD

I hate short semester.

I really do.
Everything have to rush.
Have to times my speed by 2.

Assignments and quiz/tests in a short time. OMG~

HOW TO STUDY GEOLOGY?

I need a A for this... PLEASE~~~~

Mostly is because of the lecturer, she don't want keywords only, but explain the key words with geology knowledge. DAMN LA~

Haih... Luckily, the other subjects are still in my control.

I really hope I can handle the geology test which held on this Saturday! Wish me luck!

Endah Parade

Went to Endah Parade (Carrefour, Sri Petaling) this morning with Jia Hao, because he wanted to but something.
Hm... what should I say? This place was so dead... Seriously.

Car park was so empty. You can choose the place as you like. =.=''

Shops? OMG~ really sucks wei~ all were those what massage center or whatever. Make the place feel so ''geli''~

However, the ground floor was still acceptable. Shops were clean and ok.

Endah Parade is soon to be a ''one floor only'' shopping complex.. HAHAHA!

MacDonalds, always has a lot of customers. =.=''

Do I have a chance?

My interest for all the time. Music. Yeah, as you know.
I'm not very classical but, I'm not very contemporary. HAHA! Means I like both of them! =)

Well, what do I mean with my title? Chance? What chance? I'm so in love of a group which different things come together. In other words, a group which joining music by harmonizing it.

CHOIR! Yes! different singing parts together! I love the feel when the choir parts singing together. Very harmonize! *but seriously, never heard a good choir singing since long time ago.* I need a chance to hear a good choir singing, live!~

A CAPELLA! Oh my god! Almost the same with choir, but the only difference is, NO music instrument! Wow, including backing voices, beatboxing and solo vocal. Always check out new acapella group and songs in youtube. HAHAHAA! I wish for a chance to have my own a Capella group!

BAND! Argh! Me and my friends are TRYING to form our own band. But we faced a lot of problems. No budget, no practice place, not enough member, no music instruments and .... .... So until now, we never meet together to play a song. =.='' I ask for a chance to form our band successful! Last but not least,

ORCHESTRA! Hm... no comment for this, because I know that, I won't have a chance to join any. As I learn piano only! Haih.... Maybe in the future, I will get myself a saxophone! Or a clarinet? HAHaHA! Cello was my favourite in string family. Very greedy. =.=''


WoOooo~ It's time to wake up!

It Is A Challenge From God

God, will give us many challenges, always.
Some people, just cannot take it, and just give it up.

Everything in this world is given challenges.
Yes! Included human relationships.

Two years ago, I was too innocent and immature, extreme and negative thinking.

Well, it's all over. I knew that I've already done it.

Unexpectedly, the friend problems are coming to me now. I really don't understand what I've done and what I suppose to do!

Just because of refuses? Oh... no...
Although we're still not adult yet, but I think that we can solve this.
And I really don't understand with the use of this word to describe the feeling or even the friendship, "disdain".
I was so disappointed on this word. My heart was broken...
Seriously, why should use this word, why not others?

I really think that it is a challenge from Up there, challenge for us. No giving up please, my friend.

However, I don't really understand your feeling now. It just kills my heart.
I know there is a U-turn, but I don't know how soon we can see it. Very soon, perhaps.

Long time no see

Hello, long time no see la! =)

Sorry guys,
because of my laziness and business,
I think I've not updated my blog for quite a long time.
Forgive ya~

Nothing special happened to me actually.
I'm just the normally Feh Fan still.

The only change is,
I'm updating my blog,
thing that I've not done for long time.

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Currently practice hard for my piano exam pieces. FYI, I'm taking grade 8 piano practical exam in this coming August. Damn stress wei~ )=
I must get a distinction for it! MUST!

Still in exam period, one more paper left which is at next Tuesday.
It's actually not an easy paper, all about mechanics of engineering,
but I think it's ok for me as lecturer gave lots of tips for this! Wee~

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Went back to Saujana this morning for the Sports day. Well, the one reason that I got there, is to watch the cheer leading competition. Nothing else actually. HAHA!

Hm... there are guys in every cheer leading team. Yes, boys are included in every team.

I think it's enough for today.
I know it's boring without picture.
But that's my style, less picture at my blog.
AHAHHA~

I'm back with fire!

Hey... sorry guys, I'm here to clean my spider webs. Haha... Currently busy about my studies and some stupid jobs.

Well, like what the title said, FIRE!

The first fire,

There's a lot of group assignments. Anyway, I should change it to another name, like personal assignments?
Just talk about my English class's assignment. It's a five person assignments. More on business topic. It's actually writing a proposal for this assignment, proposal about creating a brand new product.
Our group decided to write about 'Voice controlled machine'. 70% of the proposal is done, however, I taking part in all 70% alone! ALONE! But I've no choice, because it's about my carry marks, if they do not do, doesn't means that I just keep myself at the side. It's my marks! It's my result! Who is going to care about my result? Myself! I rather to do it on my own.
I'm already fed up. Just think how luck they are as they get lots of free carry marks.

The second fire,

My job, which is at the tuition center, was sucks! Complaining me all the time. No matter the complained subject is taught by me or not, my boss will definitely find me first for some so called ''discussion''.
The problem now, is about the salary. At first boss said RM15 per hour. Then she said may cut it to RM10 per hour for the first two months as the tuition fees is in half price for Jan and Feb. Anyway, why should we take that? You are the one who offered that offer, not us! Why we have to cut our 'sweat and blood' to cover your offer and rebate. Stupid woman!
Some more I think I'm not a tuition teacher, I'm more like a general worker there, preparing materials for some subjects, informing other teachers about the changing of time table, prepare the answer sheets and of course, teaching.
"I'm scaring that IT will spoil my center name." The 'it' in the sentence is representing me. I knew it. So what? I want to quit!


Thanks to Jia Hao for sharing the work of assignments! Appreciate it!
Thanks to Mr. Leong in 'leading' the team to get what we deserve.